@Tinywhisper11
Man, leaving work for home sounds grand. Sorry to hear about all of that. I wanted to create this post by spending some time on it for Tiny,Ā but I feel like itās about working on my shame as well.. I know itās been consistent. Sounds like a lot of work and a lot of burden to feel all of that and have to witness your mom like that, on top of work, so I feel you with your traumas. ā¤ļøš
** TW: Depression, shame Ā Hope you can find the right support that you need in support groups and whatnot! Ā
I like to read forum posts sometimes, especially when it gets late out at night Ā sometimes it might feel even dangerous out Ā you might feel that, too, to anyone reading this post..Ā
I listen to a lot of Christian music these days, while in depression. I donāt know if you need a friend, but I feel even blocked from meeting friends, since itās late and night and every time Iām outside, Iām always eating as well. So all is to say that I get the addiction part. It might even feel like life class, even. I know in middle school we talked about subjects that I care about, and I like that they left in the drugs part. I think it was the movie Homeless to Harvard. Theres also the Cuckooās Nest one thatās the one thatās also a book that my psychology teacher had us watch in high school, which still impacts me til this day. But I like that those movies get to show you a little taste of what the world can look like. Disability as well, in Gattaca.Ā
There are supportive groups here as well on 7 Cups. Thereās a sort of openness of your post which I love; thanks for sharing as well. šš„°š„°