Sometimes I'll have this idea that there's should be something worth doing, something purposeful. I'd love to have experiences worth talking about. When I can't figure out what "it" is. I feel defeated and end up lying on the couch doing nothing but wallow and spiral/doom cycle.
But there doesn't have to be a thing to be doing. Just do anything, whatever. Do/make/watch/research is exactly how is spend much of my spare time. Decided In the moment. Often halfway through something else will catch my attention and I'll switch. Sure.
I don't have a purpose or a great passion. Lots of unfinished projects and half baked ideas but so what. Eventually, I've done a lot of little things to talk about. More importantly, In those moments when I feel something is missing, I just need to avoid that pit of bleh.
Thanks for the reminder, tiny.