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PinkyMingo787
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PathStep 18 Compassion hearts54 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 30, 2024
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Pushing through life.

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Meeting my father after 30+ years
Trauma Support / by PinkyMingo787
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December 3rd
...See more I suffer from cptsd, anxiety, depression, etc. My parents weren’t in my life. My mom was an addict and my dad was never in the picture. I spent a lot of my childhood trying to find my dad. I knew little things about him but I never had any luck. Fast forward to about 3 years ago, I actually found him thanks to the internet. Yesterday contact was finally made and now I’m avoiding him. I’ve convince myself that I was ready for disappointment but now that this is real, idk if I will make it through another disappointment. I’m just hoping someone relates so I don’t feel so alone. I’m scared of my mental health declining more, it’s pretty fragile. (Yes, I’m in therapy and meds)
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BPD + depression +CPTSD +anxiety…how to deal???
Trauma Support / by PinkyMingo787
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November 20th
...See more Most days i feel like i need to run away, but i have no money or nowhere to go. Im so overwhelmed by everything. Noises, talking, being talked too, waking up in the morning, working, taking a shower. Idk wtf to do with myself. I’m on medication and I go to therapy bi-weekly (can’t afford weekly). I feel like i cant do this for much longer. I feel depleted, empty, broken, dead.
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Help me find new music :)
Music & Dance / by PinkyMingo787
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August 27th
...See more Therapy has left me feeling identity-less. I have no idea who I am. I have no idea what I truly like. Share a few artist, songs or bands with me? Thank you!