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potatodog41 November 14th, 2023

I'm not sure if this is a depression thing or what it is but I feel like I have a hole or a bottomless pit inside of me that I'm constantly trying to feel whether it be with new TV shows or people or even food I keep constantly trying to fill that hole in it never seems to be enough sometimes I just feel completely numb I don't feel happy or sad my dog died the other day and I felt nothing sometimes it's hard to feel things sometimes I cut just to feel something or out of nowhere I just feel a rush of sadness

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ASilentObserver November 16th, 2023

@potatodog41 Thank you for opening up and sharing your thoughts with us Potato. It sounds like you have been experiencing a deep sadness and emptiness that is difficult to escape from. I can understand why seeking relief through different distractions hasn't fully helped fill that hole. What thoughts have you had about why you've been feeling this way?

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potatodog41 OP November 23rd, 2023

Sorry for the late response and I don't really know but to be honest it doesn't really bother me anymore I've kind of just learned to live with that and I honestly don't know how to live without it I just feel like a part of me will always be missing

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magicalTree4461 November 23rd, 2023

@potatodog41 Hello Potato Dog, thanks for reaching out 😊 I am sorry for your loss 🙁 I see you are feeling empty, dumb... and do things to try to fill the void. From your previous comment, what part of you might you think is missing? 

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potatodog41 OP November 23rd, 2023

Wish I knew I haven't lost anything that's what's weird I just feel empty

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