Alone
I want really bad to have a relationship with someone to love someone and someone to love me and grow together I can be kinda shy and have a very hard time making conversation with people there is this one girl I have feelings for and we have gotten close to eachother but she doesn't have the same feeling for me we are good friends but everytime we hangout I get sad beacouse I want to be with her but realize she doesn't have the same feelings and it wouldn't work out
@Tolles97 un--reciprocated love hurts so much :( specially it it's a friend because there's always the fear of losing friendship too ...
sorry it's a difficult situation for you :( if you'd like to share more anytime we can talk here 💕
What's more important to you: the idea of a relationship, or your friendship with this girl? Because as it is now you'll grow to resent her for not romantically loving you back. You need to either learn how to move on from your feelings, or stop being friends with her, because this won't end well either way.