Bipolar Paranoia and Mania
Im2Lucky
September 6th, 2021
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When you are mad in mania, mad like this, you don't know it. Reality is what you see. When what you see shifts, departing from anyone else's reality, it's still reality to you At these times these distortions in my thinking are factually flawed. Accepting the truths of others even if It's hard to accept their versions of events is challenging to say the least.
Having to accept that my thoughts may not be accurate leads to Paranoia. How do you relate to your environment in such a situation.
When I finally get out of mania I spend my time undoing all the crazy things I accomplished. Around 1/3 of my life is spent in la la land.
This is exspecially hard on those around me.