Feel Free To Rant Here! (Safe Space)
I understand that when people want to rant it seems like no body will take the time to listen to you, or care. Well, I very much care for you and want to let you know YOU will be heard! If you want to rant or talk here you'll be safe here!
@optimisticMagic0014
Thank you so much I can finally use a thread now so thank you for that I will use this thread from time to time.
A letter to myself, my life, my voices, my broken family.
Dear someone in this group of people,
Why are you being so hard on this physical body? I question why you are being so cruel to this person who never got to choose their destiny. I question why you are being so cruel to this person who never got to identify themselves. Who is this person in which their mind and body split so long ago? Why are you always so cruel to this hard working body? This female body, does it really belong to me? But who am I when all you taught me was to hide behind a mask? Taught to obey obey obey all your words. This body which struggled to connect to a consciousness. I ask you again, why are you being so hard on this poor functioning body? There is only so much that "She" Can take.
Cont.
Love yourself a physical impulse strings of bodily functions in a biological ticking time bomb. Triggered all these impulses working in a string. A location in which I no longer see clearly. Everything blends together. Who am I? Who am I really? Am i the name you claim to be? Am I that other name? Am I my organs? What am I?
Welcome everyone psychosis awareness is important feel free to encourage yourself to chime in
To all those of you struggling.
you're a real person and psychosis mixes up many things in your lives. You are not crazy, you are not ill, you are healing from a severe shock to your system. You are here with us, you are conscious and battling so much right now. Keep trying even though it feels tough i know your words are a bit mixed up or maybe you really dont know how to explain what you really feel or maybe your nightmares are projecting or protecting you right now. but you are a valid person who deserves to be here and speak your mind no matter how messy and I will do my best to listen and understand your words to the best of my ability alothugh I am faulthy myself.
@ShadowTag
Thats very beautifully said.
Our listeners on this website do the best they can to be patient and kind to the members that are in need of help. Our mentors do an excellent job as well. Mental illness is a serious problem and we are happy to have individuals who can use this platform as a way to find friends, feel better, and over all have a different outcome or perspective. With that said, there are trolls on this website that will create a multitude of usernames and continuously try to antagonize the listeners available and responding. There is a difference between having a Narcisistic disorder versus being a deliberate narcisist . I understand with mental illness in general people can be emotional and impulsive, this isnt the case that i'm describing. The trolls are usually aware of their doing especially when they will even try to trigger the listener. I feel as though management needs to step in and take care of these matters to locate them. I've already encountered an individual that seems to be so delusional he believes he is not deliberately malicious and trying to play evil mind games thus making it difficult for him to be given the right help. There needs to be matters that occur where professionals like therapists can step in and have them sent to the hospital because i believe some people are on here to disturb the mentally ill people even further. I'm pretty sure i've spoken to some psychopaths already and i feel they need to be blocked from gaining access to these websites.
hey, a few days before, I kept experiencing some crazy things, i was scared of myself and the things I could imagine. Then I researched my symptoms and arrived at a conclusion that I might have bipolar disorder. This is only a self diagnosis but I feel so confused and scared right now. If I share this with anybody I feel like they would never believe me, but I came out of my comfort zone and talked about this to my only two friends. Their reactions were weird, one of them said they think they might have it too and made me feel invalid, the other person didn't say much. So I made a mistake, I shouldn't have opened up but I won't again. I don't even know what I'm trying to say here, but I know all of us are confused and scared, I know there's some warmth in being miserable together! So Thank you!
@somesoft
Hey! I personally think that opening up and trying to be vulnerable towards other people to get some support is always a good thing.
It means you wanna make improvement and you wanna become a better person yourself. I don't know:)... When you look at it like that maybe you might be able to change your perspective about you opening up towards your friends a bit.
I also think that it's good to be aware bipolar disorder is just a social construct, it described a subset of symptoms. But it dóés not look at the cause (which I think is often emotional trauma). Society says also says and has made up the stpry that is chronic. But there are stories out there from people on the internet that say they have actually recovered from this disorder! (And have not taken any medication for it for years).
Everything good and well. It might still be very helpfull to talk with a professional about this. Do you think you will have the availability of one?
If you wanna share any further thoughts with me about it feel free to contact me on my listener account @pieceofthenuniverse
With love and the best,
Sara
Thank you for what you wrote🙏
@brightsugar1923
Glad it was appreciated
I am toughlion I am going through paranoia on day to day basis I am diagnosed with Depression but I think it is Schizophrenia prodrome I hope I find some place here
@toughLion8324
I hope you will feel like the help you get is the right help for you one day. And they are actually diagnosing you or helping you with the symptoms you are dealing with...
It's very difficult to be misunderstand... Unfortunately very commong in psychiatry. They/we just do not know everything about it... If it's possible maybe it's a good idea to ask for a second opinion from your psychiatrist.
How are you doing tough lion? It is so scary / that’s for sure / thinking of you and sending you a hug! 🙏
It's impossible to fight back against her without sounded unstable, myself. She used her supervisory status to spread lies about how i am harsh with my words and need to remember how hurtful my words are. Excuse me? She herself broke that wall 5 years ago and felt free to verbally abuse me until a few months ago when I had enough and pushed back. Now I'm the bad guy. She needs to look in the mirror and check herself. She needs to remember that when you point fingers, there are 3 fingers pointing back at you. She's no innocent. But because she's a supervisor, she gets believed over me.
And that is why I told her supervisor I will not work with her ever again. So at least her supervisor knows that this woman is full of it.
Before I start let me make one thing clear, I'm not in any way trying to invalidate anyone here or make anyone feel bad or like this isn't a safe place. The only and ONLY thing I'm doing here is ranting and please, for god's sake, this is not about you So Ik I rant too much It sometimes feels like ranting is the only thing I do I...I rant all the time. It's like nothing even happened but there I will be, ranting. I have the best friends in the world but they are happy. IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM THAT THEY ARE HAPPY but when I see them, existing beyond the sphere of ranting, I realise that I can't live like that Ranting is...its in my blood I can't stop Do I want to stop? Ok no wait I do I want to know why I rant so much and how I process my emotions in a different way
