some growing symptoms that i guess i just wanted to talk about
i've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and my first therapist said i was dissasociating but didn't specify which disorder. (also strangely when i started talking to a psychiatrist to start meds, he didn't actually tell me if/what disorders i have)
i was having auditory hallucinations a few months ago, they were only triggering hallucinations though. lately they've been becoming more frequent and aren't just my triggers, but also normal things like a phone ringing, an alarm going off, a song playing, someone talking, etc.
my memory also seems to be getting worse, i forget things constantly, even if it's at the forefront of my mind. for example i was getting into my car the other day and just stopped and had to think for five minutes because i had no idea what i was doing, even though i had just been thinking about it. and i glanced at my shower curtain today and it just seemed totally unfamiliar, but i know my mom didn't replace it.
maybe these symptoms aren't that strange, but i dunno. i just wanted to say it because it's been causing me some concern and a little distress i guess.