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by MistyMagic
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November 14th
...See more This thread controls an auto-updating taglist please do not edit it. To see the current list, go to: Bipolar Support Taglist [https://rarelycharlie.github.io/taglist?da226773818d8c404001cc760683e4de]. To add yourself to this taglist, press the Post to Thread button above and write the exact words "Please add me." To remove yourself from this taglist, press the Post to Thread button above and write �the exact words, "Please remove me." [Updated by @M4GIC on 10-02-22 for current taglist] Please use this New Taglist This post was last updated - 23 Sept 2023 by MistyMagic 206 people: @19jackrabbit69 @A4SPSRDS @Accentus @Acidkplatypus @acupofkai2 @alleywood13 @Amara34 @Ambitioustalker770 @Amld27 @Anna0319 @AnyaS @ApolloKafka @ArianMartian @AvidGamer293 @babysquirrel @Basiljwils @BearWithMe23 @bestBraveheart57 @Bre1237cupslistener @brokeninnc21 @BrokenTearss @BubbleGum928 @BugsYBunny @BunnyInTrouble @ByzantinePrussia @CaitieDid @CaliforniaViv @carefulAcres8381 @cassidychase @celticbard1018 @CharlieHorse1991 @CHarmingTime @cherishx0 @cherrytsubaki20 @Cheryllll @chyni @colorfulJoy4237 @colorfulRose3248 @Comeonreally @concavepearl97 @courageousLychee7497 @curtisw @cyanPlatypus6370 @Cybe @Cyhyreath @DannyB140 @decisiveBeechwood1142 @decisiveLychee3669 @Dimara @Divabrown @Doubledee25 @DragonessCocoa1 @dreamangel135 @DreamingofDakota @Drummermattrocks @DtoxfyBrainPurifyHeartRectfySoul @EcheverianDuchess @egret35 @elatedpeach152 @emju2401 @Endure777 @Ernaest @eternaldarkness22 @evedison358 @EvilRegalsReadToo @fairmindedIdea88161 @fancysummer52 @fearlessCurrent357 @feile @FlamingosWearLipstick @FleetingBardSong @forcefulCamp2310 @FriendlyWords623 @funnyOwl2072 @Gamerboy80 @gentleNight53 @Gerlesa @ghostEyes4970 @giraffe2011 @greenTiger1474 @guatemexicana @GupsyMoon @Haveaneed123 @hazerhea @Helloloves3 @hereforyouharzi @hillsideblues @hopesmiles8825 @Hotaru419 @humorouscarf805 @iamlayan @Iheartguineapigs @IloveCheance45 @Imafilthyhumanbeing @indigoRaspberries4203 @Isabellyjelly @Jacquemoos @jaedae @Janica88 @JeraTheWitch @Jewelmoon17 @jitterbugz7 @JulieHeartHeart @JusticiaPrimalDorogo @justmiles @kindheartedWords6803 @kixhd @Kynz15 @lalabrowni @Laylina0862 @learningtolovemyself1995 @LiineTheFox @limeWatermelon8742 @littleBunny7322 @Looj @lostinspace2002 @luumuno @MadHatter77 @mam1022984 @Mamamel @Marie747 @MarieLane727 @MarissaHope @marytodd11 @me0wcat @MemoryWriter11 @Micp5150 @MieraCurie @Mikababy10 @MindyBlossom @MistyMagic @Moistpillow @MostlyQuiet @mrskim @muskoka @mxmes @nongelic @NotFelixHere @notmyselftoday @NovaDiem @nzv4018 @octopus82 @Orangecat5093 @orangeLake8341 @OscarPerez85 @pandaprincess9 @passZebra3015 @PeachieCat @pepearso @persistentZebra1289 @pinkHickory69001 @placidChestnut8165 @placidMoth @plantmom17 @PrincessAir @princesstears @RaghadR0 @Raimio @rainyday768 @Rambino @Ravenalexis86 @repen13 @RicochetJaguar @RiverJumper2 @Roscoe55 @Roses12 @rrretsuko @Ruidosa @RyuLawliet @SadAFSeth @sailorsays @Selfsufficientfaith @sensibleAvocado4381 @ShadowTag @sisan @soaringgoose @sofiamartino18 @softlyy @softSoul2166 @Soulcomfort @stellarluna0816 @Stuckatcrossroads @SummerHope1904 @SunshineRainbows123 @supertiredbipolarlawyer @sweetPink22 @Talktome929 @Tatianaalize @Tawanda526 @tealDrum7170 @TheDude0156 @Thementalhealth @thequietmouse @tidyPunk49 @toughLion8324 @TranquilSarah @triddett1 @Turn2belle @Vir44 @whatshername79 @WhiteRhino333 @willoltz88 @xelimious @xinyii11 @Zerlyna @zerotwo22
What is Bipolar?
by Raspberrycheesecake
Last post
January 5th
...See more What is Bipolar? An Internship Honours Project by RaspberryCheesecake. Bipolar Bipolar is known as manic depression. It is a very severe mental health illness. It is characterised by mood swings. These mood swings include manic highs and depressive lows. Both male and female of any ethnic or social background can suffer from bipolar. There is no age range it targets and develops within. The symptoms can start to occur at any time and can then reoccur when emotional pressures at their highest with the individual. Bipolar can be triggered by: Work stress, Study stress, Family stress, Emotional pressures, Childbirth – in women, Menopause – in women. Unfortunately, there is no cure for bipolar, but having enough guidance and support, and receiving an early diagnosis, along with accepting the illness can still live a happy life. There are ways you can manage bipolar, and these are: Medication, Health care, Therapy, Self-management. Types of Bipolar There are six main types of Bipolar. These types of bipolar involve changes in the individuals: mood, activity levels and energy. These moods can range from extremely elated and energised behaviour, or very down and hopeless periods. The less severe manic periods are explained as hypomanic episodes. The first main type of bipolar is, Bipolar 1 Disorder. This type of bipolar is defined by manic episodes. These episodes tend to last around 7 days. Sometimes the manic symptoms are so severe, the individual needs to be in immediate hospital care. Depressive episode can also occur however, these typically lasts for 2 weeks. Having episodes that consist of mixed features (depression and manic symptoms) can be possible. If this type of bipolar is untreated, manic episodes can last between three to six months. Also, without treatment, depressive episodes can last longer – between 6 to 12 months. The second main type of bipolar is, Bipolar 2 Disorder. This type of bipolar is defined as a pattern of hypomanic and depressive episodes. However, this type of bipolar is not as severe as Bipolar 1 Disorder, because of the full-blown manic episodes that Bipolar 1 Disorder has. Majority of individuals with Bipolar 2 will likely to have more than one episode of severe depression and others could experience hypomania, which would be a 6 to 8 on the mood scale, rather than an extreme manic episode, which is 8 to 10 on the mood scale. The third type of bipolar is, Cyclothymic Disorder. This type of bipolar is also known as Cyclothymia. This type of bipolar is defined by numerous hypomanic symptoms occurring. There are numerous periods when the individual develops depressive symptoms. These can last for 2 years, and 1 year in children and adolescents. However, this type of bipolars symptoms do not meet the diagnostic requirementsfor hypomanic episodes and depressive episodes. The symptoms can last for a period of at least 2 years. Cyclothymia can develop into bipolar. The fourth type of bipolar is, Other Specified Bipolar. This is also known as, Bipolar Disorder Not Otherwise Specified. This is when the symptoms and bipolar do not clearly indicate one of the other bipolar disorders. The fifth type of bipolar is, Mixed State. These symptoms include stages of mania and depression at the same time. This can result in: agitation, trouble sleeping, suicidal thoughts, changes in appetite and psychosis. The next type of bipolar is, Rapid Cycling. This is when individuals mood swings change faster. This can result in more than four mood swings within, a 12-month period. Rapid Cycling affects around 1 in 10 people with bipolar. This type of bipolar can happen with Bipolar 1 and 2. The last type of Bipolar is Psychosis. This is sometimes severe mania or depression. On the mood scale, the mania comes out at around an 8 to 10 and depression comes out at around a 2 to 0 on the mood scale. This is accompanied by periods of psychosis. The symptoms of Psychosis can include: delusions and hallucinations. Signs and symptoms Individuals who have bipolar, has the following signs and symptoms, however, there are signs and symptoms for both depression and manic state of mind. These symptoms can variety from person-to-person. Depression: - Lack of energy, - Self-doubt, - Difficulty sleeping, - Waking up early, - Lack of appetite, - Suicidal thoughts, - Feeling pessimistic about everything, - Feelings of guilt and despair, - Feeling sad, hopeless or irritable majority of the time, - Feelings of emptiness or worthlessness, - Loss of interest in everyday activities, - Difficulty concentrating and remembering things, - Being delusional, having hallucinations and disturbed or illogical thinking. Mania: - Not eating, - Talking very quickly, - Feeling very happy, elated or overjoyed, - Feeling self-important, - Feeling full of energy, - Being delusional, having hallucinations and disturbed or illogical thinking, - Not feeling like sleeping, - Being easily irritated or agitated, - Being easily distracted, - Feeling full of great new ideas and having important plans, - Making decisions or saying things that are out of character, and that others see as being risky or harmful, - Doing things that often have disastrous consequences, for example, spending large sums of money on expensive and sometimes unaffordable items. What causes Bipolar? The exact cause of bipolar disorder is unknown. There can be a number of factors that can work together to make an individual more likely to develop the condition. There are thought to be a mix of: physical, environmental and social factors. Chemical imbalance in the brain: It is said that bipolar disorder is resulted of chemical imbalances in the brain. The chemicals that are responsible for controlling the brains functions are called neurotransmitters. These neurotransmitters include the chemicals: dopamine, noradrenaline and serotonin. Experts believe that if there is an imbalance in the levels of one of the neurotransmitters, individuals may develop symptoms of bipolar disorder. An example of this is when mania occurs, this is created by the levels of noradrenaline being too high. The episodes of depression may be the result of the noradrenaline levels being too low. Genetics: Experts also believe that bipolar disorder is linked to genetics, because it is a condition that seems to run in families. The family member or members that have bipolar disorder have a high risk of developing bipolar disorder. However, there is no single gene that is fully responsible for bipolar disorder. It is a number of environmental factors and genetic facts that act as triggers. Triggers: If the individual is going through a stressful circumstance or situation, then this situation can trigger some of the symptoms for bipolar disorder. Examples of triggers could include: ~ Death of a loved one or family member, ~ The breakdown of a relationship, ~ Sexual, physical or emotional abuse. Bipolar Disorder Mood Scale The Bipolar UK mood scale is from a scale of 0 to 10. Individuals who are not affected by bipolar will experience mood swings between 4 and 6 on the mood scale. However, if you do have bipolar, your mood swings are much higher or lower. They can be between 6 to 10. With depression part of bipolar, your levels can go as low as 4 to 0. 0 is the suicidal depression. [https://writingfilmsbookslife.files.wordpress.com/2015/03/mood-scale.jpg] Hypomania (6 to 8 on the mood scale) Individuals experiencing hypomania can come across very self-confident and euphoric, however, they may react with sudden anger, irritability or impatience. They may become more challenging and talkative, along with distracted. The individual may become more reckless than usual. This might mean that there would be errors for judgement. Mania (8 to 10 on the mood scale) The individual that is going through this stage may be experncing mania without knowing that it is happening. They may become incoherent, or disjointed with their thinking, this can lead to them becoming easily distracted. Depression (4 to 0 on the mood scale) Most individuals with bipolar experiences severe depression. Usually this will follow a period of mania or hypomania. For individuals during the winter, it is more likely for them to show signs of depression. Facts/Trivias • Just 1% to 2% of the population experience a lifetime of bipolar. • On averageit takes 10.5 yearsto receive a correct diagnosis for bipolar in the UK. • Bipolar affects every aspect of your life and your relationship. Family and friends can all be put under stress. • Bipolar increases the risk of suicide by 20 times. • Bipolar has a huge impact on family and friends. Help and resources Bipolar UK [https://www.bipolaruk.org/frequently-asked-questions]– Offers a wide range of information about bipolar, including medication and living with bipolar. NHS - Bipolar [https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/bipolar-disorder/]– Learn the basics about bipolar, including diagnosis, treatment and causes of bipolar. Mind.org.uk - Bipolar [https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/bipolar-disorder/#.Wx5Jti-ZPR1] – Learn about the stigma against bipolar and real-life stories of people who live with bipolar. Kidshealth - Bipolar [https://kidshealth.org/en/teens/bipolar.html] – Kid friendly site about Bipolar. (Teenshealth) Sources https://www.bipolaruk.org/frequently-asked-questions [https://www.bipolaruk.org/frequently-asked-questions] https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/bipolar-disorder/index.shtml [https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/bipolar-disorder/index.shtml] https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/bipolar-disorder/symptoms/ [https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/bipolar-disorder/symptoms/] https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/bipolar-disorder/causes/ [https://www.nhs.uk/conditions/bipolar-disorder/causes/] https://www.bipolaruk.org/faqs/mood-scale [https://www.bipolaruk.org/faqs/mood-scale] https://www.bipolaruk.org/faqs/bipolar-the-facts [https://www.bipolaruk.org/faqs/bipolar-the-facts] Questions for Forum Discussion Do you have any experience with bipolar, either from yourself or a loved one, if so, would you like to share you experience with us? But only if you are comfortable! What type of support have you received or are you receiving from the people around you? How do you deal with your bipolar? Would you mind sharing us any tips or ways on how youre handling it?
My husband
by toughSpring1209
Last post
Wednesday
...See more For more than a year, my husband has been experiencing what I would describe as a mental breakdown. He has not worked since then, and we may lose our home. Most days, he spends all his time in the recliner; however, over the past two days, he has been up all night.  While he has been engaging in activities that I would like to think are positive, his lack of sleep concerns me.  Is he experiencing mania again? Should I wait and see how he manages? This behavior has led to him being hospitalized five times this year due to suicidal thoughts.
Hearing and seeing really terrible things
by adventurousWillow5623
Last post
October 2nd
...See more Hello everyone I have been hearing and seeing things for 7.5 years.  At first I was very ashamed to report it but it was very bad in 2021, so I got myself admitted to the hospital.  I suspect that someone or some organization is doing these terrible things to me.  However, the doctors insist it's psychosis.   I see a woman with a wig constantly speaking to me, controlling my mind and body.  She knows everything about me, my childhood, schooling, college, work, marriage everything.  She uses all that information to control and abuse me physically and mentally.   She hurls racist abuses against me (BTW, I am a Hindu Indian) calling me a black, a Jew.  She calls me a male (I am a female) and constantly points to my groin saying I have a black ***.  She points at my nipples constantly saying I am black.  She forces me to have sex with her and keeps showing me images of females.  Even when I go out she shows me females and forces me to ***.  She attacks me as a transgender.  She passes gas through my body to humiliate me some more.  She passes really bad breath and forces me to have sex with that foul breath.  She says she is me.  She says my family is hers.  My grandfather whom I adored and revered, she says is hers.  She also says my father is hers.  She says she is a Hindu Brahmin.  I can clearly tell that she is an American (I live in Texas).  She says she has the rights to marry Hindu Brahmin males (BTW, I used to be married to a Hindu Brahmin). She knows how I was brought up in India with culture and dignity, it seems she is *** bent on destroying my self image and reducing me to a bum.  I am even afraid she may succeed.   She looks like an uneducated person but she is well versed in all the sciences.  my field is Computer Science. I have a Master's.  But she far surpasses my knowledge in the field.  She also knows medicine very well.  She attacks my respect for education and tells me she has knowledge of all sciences and fields even though she is uneducated.   I spend my days in complete fear of her.  Her strategies change every minute.  I cannot anticipate when she will attack, but attack she does.  She may force me to *** any minute during the day that too by humiliating my very, my very being.  Again, I very much suspect it's not psychosis, but rather someone practicing the occult against me in order to establish power over me. It's a female who is trying to establish her position over mine in an attempt to get males.   Most of society will dismiss me as silly or crazy but I have no way to convince anyone.  Does anyone else suspect the use of occult against them which the doctors deem psychosis?  Thank you for listening to me
some growing symptoms that i guess i just wanted to talk about
by thatweirdfallkid
Last post
August 23rd
...See more i've been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, and my first therapist said i was dissasociating but didn't specify which disorder.  (also strangely when i started talking to a psychiatrist to start meds, he didn't actually tell me if/what disorders i have) i was having auditory hallucinations a few months ago, they were only triggering hallucinations though.  lately they've been becoming more frequent and aren't just my triggers, but also normal things like a phone ringing, an alarm going off, a song playing, someone talking, etc. my memory also seems to be getting worse, i forget things constantly, even if it's at the forefront of my mind.  for example i was getting into my car the other day and just stopped and had to think for five minutes because i had no idea what i was doing, even though i had just been thinking about it.  and i glanced at my shower curtain today and it just seemed totally unfamiliar, but i know my mom didn't replace it. maybe these symptoms aren't that strange, but i dunno.  i just wanted to say it because it's been causing me some concern and a little distress i guess.
Derealization maybe?
by DaChicken
Last post
August 8th
...See more So this is the main reason I am here. I need a diagnosis. I read a lot after derealization, depersonalization and dissociation and I really feel like I have those. I have lost touch with my emotions and reality and started really recently to have hallucinations (little ones and only twice but it really marked me). My derealization (if I really have it) is here always I only remember one time when it completely left. I can't keep going like this. My dissociation (after what I read) really affected my memory. It has gotten to the level that I have problems remember my age and what year it is exactly. It ruins my relationships (no romantic ones). Most of my memories seems fake or not mine. I have no idea how to describe myself or what I might like (I don't know the answer for simple questions like: what's your favorite animal etc). My head is what I can call a big mess and I can't really explain it. This is my first post. I honestly don't know if this I am supposed to post that here but I did
Weekly Prompt #4: What thoughts or beliefs feel especially troublesome?
by ASilentObserver
Last post
June 25th
...See more Hello everyone and I hope you are all having a bit easier week. How are you all feeling? Last week, we discussed When was the last time you experienced an extremely high or low mood? [https://www.7cups.com/forum/BipolarSchizophreniaPsychosisSupport_63/DiscussionsIcebreakersQuotes_1872/WeeklyPrompt3Whenwasthelasttimeyouexperiencedanextremehighorlowmood_302998/?post=3254708] If you didn't share your thoughts yet, please do by clicking this link! [https://www.7cups.com/forum/BipolarSchizophreniaPsychosisSupport_63/DiscussionsIcebreakersQuotes_1872/WeeklyPrompt3Whenwasthelasttimeyouexperiencedanextremehighorlowmood_302998/?post=3254708] Today's prompt is focused on Thoughts and Beliefs. The brain processes millions of thoughts and beliefs. They can be conscious, subconscious, or through various avenues. But some of them used to trouble us more than others and that's what we will be focusing on in this week's discussion. Given that, this week's prompt is: What thoughts or beliefs feel especially troublesome? How do they make you feel? Please share anything and everything you are comfortable with. We are here discussing and hopefully encouraging and keeping each other accountable to take care of ourselves. ------------------------- Suggested threads to check: * * Self-Help Tips for Managing Bipolar Disorder [https://www.7cups.com/forum/BipolarSchizophreniaPsychosisSupport_63/ResourcesandInformation_2028/SelfHelpTipsforManagingBipolarDisorder_138872/] * TED Talks - The Voices in my head | Eleanor Longden [https://www.7cups.com/forum/BipolarSchizophreniaPsychosisSupport_63/ResourcesandInformation_2028/TEDTalksThevoicesinmyheadEleanorLongden_89671/] Join the Group Chat to share and discuss more! [https://www.7cups.com/chat/?c=mmRpeXyVlOJO42uXVVyY]
How do you give or seek support?
by Endure777
Last post
June 21st
...See more During a psychotic episode it is difficult to distinguish reality from delusions. What is one thing you do to support someone you know that is experiencing psychosis or one way you get support?
Losing Time?
by writingmagick404
Last post
June 18th
...See more A couple of months ago, people say I experienced a psicosis episode where I lost concept of time. I still hold it was more spiritual than delusional, but I wanted to ask if anyone has experienced something similar. During this time, I was using THC rather regularly. This was normal for me at the time because it helped me sleep after the use of my stimulants for ADHD and my work and school kept me in check in regards to tasks and time. When summer rolled around and I was still using THC - I think that's when things got complicated. I do lose track of time over the summer, because of the lack of tasks and commitments. I don't think this is unusual. I was, however, having trouble sleeping and eating. I think that because I had developed a tolerance to THC, sleeping became more difficult, and I have always had trouble eating bc of the stimulants and body dysmorphia. I focused more on trying to sleep than trying to eat, so I started listening to audiobooks to fall asleep and calm down. I was listening to my favorite book The Wise Man's Fear. Now, this book is all about the "Names of things" like being able to understand the wind to the point that you can call and command it - like you do people, for example. And since I'm listening to it as an audiobook, I started understanding a lot of things in the sense that I understood how and why words are spoken. It felt like I was connected to the universe and I understood exactly how words came to be. All of a sudden, it was like I could do math with words. I searched for tools to help me understand, and I found the wheel of emotions and applied theorems to understand the opposites of them. I drew maps and trianguled concepts with others. I don't know how to explain that the whole world suddenly made sense to me - no guess work at all. But time eluded me. The only map I didn't understand were calendars - they didn't make any sense. Like, why is October not the month number 8? I remember I went days or maybe weeks without sleeping properly trying to understand time. I felt rational and logical, just... distant from the world. That, and eating seemed like the worst idea in the world. I went to see a spiritual healer for help, but she said she wouldn't help me - and that kind of sent me into a spiral? It was as if my soul left my body and I had no control over what I was doing. I just wanted to sleep, but I couldn't find a way to sleep. A friend gave me sleeping pills, and while I do remember sleeping, they said I didn't sleep at all. They interned me in a psych ward and I swear, I got worse. Way worse. They didn't have clocks or mirrors or calendars or anything that would help me tell time. All they did was yell at me to do things, force me to eat, force me to shower, and yell awful things at me saying that I was a bad person who only bothered them. They gave me so many pills I was basically in sleep Paralysis the whole time. I kept saying that I needed to leave, that I had things to do back home. They told me I was aggressive, even though I couldn't hurt a fly... I was discharged out of pure luck, by a nurse who noticed that I kept getting worse as other nurses yelled at me and took measures so that they wouldn't keep doing that. After I left, I kept having this paranoid feeling that I would wake up back there in the cold with people yelling at me. I couldn't sleep for 3 days, afraid I'd wake up back there again. I stopped taking most of the meds they were giving me in the hospital, and slowly, I started to feel better. Slowly, time started making more sense and the days moved at a normal pace. It felt like I was trying to de-pavlov myself from what I was told to do at the psych ward. Slowly, I started using THC again and I felt so much more like myself. I had told the nurses and doctors that my diagnoses were depression and ADHD, but they didn't give me my regular meds. They gave me this whole different cocktail and diagnosed me with bipolar disorder after only being there for a couple of days. The drugs they gave me made me feel crazy. When I started my zoloft and stimulants again, I started to feel more like me. As I slowly introduced THC again for sleep, I felt more competent and whole. I dont know, I just think that maybe the psicosis episode was just an episode where I forgot how to interpret time "properly". And that the hospital left me traumatized and made everything worse. Has anyone had a similar experience to this? Where doctors ignore previous diagnosis and just plow through regardless of your experience? Alternatively, has anyone felt like they exist in a place outside of time and have that affect the way you perceive and adjust to time?
What do i do when im struggling to tell whats real?
by Twigo7
Last post
June 9th
...See more TW (depictions of what i think are delusions?) - For years now, ive always had a  fear of the unknown. Im always scared theres ssomething there. im genuinlly convinced taht if im not fast enough, or im too risky with it, if i stay in a dark area for too long, im not safe, taht something will come and get me (however there are 'safe spots' like a bed or the couch or a chair). I sometimes also hear and see things. There have been times I had to call my bf while panicking just to feel 'safer'  in my own room. this is causing a lot stress and im npt sure what to do. my parents wont believe me and think im making things up for attentin, while anytime i try to tell anyone, im always told its cus i watch too many horror movies (though i know thats not the cause, as horror movies dont really get to me, and i actually feel like they help knowing that movies are fake) im just a bit lost (i even currently now am laying uncomroftably because im s cared of smth grabbinh me)
Psychosis and gaslighting
by MostlyQuiet
Last post
June 3rd
...See more Has anyone else here experienced gaslighting during psychosis? I was in a long term relationship, and it was occasionally physically abusive, and when I had my first episode that increased so much that I nearly lost my life. Except that’s not true? Except thank goodness I have witnesses or I would believe them when they say it’s not true. It makes me sick to my stomach because I can’t trust any of my memories. I can’t trust myself. I’m safe now but I’m scared and alone and afraid to reach out to anyone because I don’t know what true at all. I want to just walk around recording myself all the time. Has anyone come through the other side of this?
Psychosis
by enthusiasticTortoise6681
Last post
June 1st
...See more Hello to Psychosis Support, I'm looking forward to meeting minds with ya'll.
Hallucinations
by chillinchimpanzee21
Last post
May 22nd
...See more I’m trying to figure out if this is normal or not and if I need to bring this up with my therapist. I’ve been feeling not connected with real life and outside of my body. I have been having visual, auditory, and tactile hallucinations but they feel so real and they scare me. These monsters have been running around and mostly just laughing and I’ll see them mostly only out of the corner of my eye and then they disappear. I see other strange things sometimes but when I double check to make sure they are there it’s gone. When I’m driving I always am really paranoid that I ran someone or something over. The voices I hear they are mostly evil and say and yell angry and violent things towards myself sometimes they just scream or yell in a language I don’t understand. At night spiders crawl all over my body and nothing really seems to help with any of this. Lmk your guys’ thoughts or if you have any suggestions.
Tired of the almost constant noises.
by TrueSight
Last post
February 5th
...See more For 4 or 5 days now, the auditory hallucinations have been ongoing. There are short periods of time when they stop but not for long. They range from quiet to being really loud. I either hear the ongoing noise of the severe weather siren, or the noises of ambulance/police racing somewhere. I've ruled out external factors. I don't get it to this extent with my bipolar disorder very often. For a while I just found it annoying. But it is now really frustrating me and even leading to headaches and trouble falling asleep. I have one theory to test, and I want to have it done before I see my psychiatrist in a couple of weeks. He won't do med adjustments without actually seeing me. I hear all the sirens even right now. The severe weather siren to my left and to my right the police/ambulance sirens. It the first time it's happened this way. 

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