@limeCamp2350
Hello, Camp,
Yes, I experience mixed episodes and it can be very challenging. Starting from a place of self-care usually helps me decompress the tension a bit. Over the years I have learned the importance of nutrition, sleep, and stress management and how these increase the risk of symptomatic episodes.
I am no longer medicated, but I was for two years, and that's always an option to consider that you should never feel bad about.
Minimizing sensory stressors can also help as being overstimulated can easily exacerbate things. For me that often looks like cancelling plans, hopping off social media, and taking a long bubble bath with my favorite podcast.
I will generally avoid socializing as well so as to avoid running the risk of saying something I don't mean or speaking out of anger. Finding physical outlets and attending a local support group can also be beneficial.
I think much of Bipolar management begins with self-awareness as we all experience this diagnosis differently. Please be gentle with yourself during this time! ❤️