Friends

I feel so alone. I'm currently in sixth form and I sit with a group of people who I really don't feel connected with and I don't like them but I don't want to leave them because I know I'll get judged for it and I'll only be more alone and have no friends. I just don't seem to connect with anybody and nobody is on the same wavelength as me. I find people's conversations boring and wearing and I find conversations in general a waste of time and energy, I don't know if I'm not trying hard enough, I haven't found the right person or I'm just plagued with anxiety that holds me back, I just don't seem to fit in with anybody and I don't know what to do anymore I just feel so alone, I prefer my own company but that doesn't mean I don't want friends, I just don't understand what's up with me