sorry that I keep posting

i just have no place to go. i have to wait 3 more weeks till meet my therapist. the first time was only there for 10 minutes. which i don't think its going to work out. so I'm trying anything and everything. i dont have healthcare from work because my job is shit. so its harder to find a doctor that takes state insurance. I'm trying to take baby steps but since I haven't been back to work money is getting tight. just fuck