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Teri13 October 4th, 2018

Feeling anxiety depression are hard feeling to fight every day

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Siari October 5th, 2018

@Teri13 i know how you feel...i struggle too every day.. and i wonder everyday why it is so difficult...i get an answer that life is difficult and for some reason i refuse to believe that..i don't know why..i think we make it difficult but it is so dificult not to..so, difficult, is the word for today! damn...

tallSugar4889 October 8th, 2018

once again let down

tallSugar4889 October 8th, 2018

it was hours of waiting that person didn't show up i feel abandoned and isolated i don't understand nothing no more is it me why do i do it to myself no one likes me why do i try or even bother with it had enough of being treated like this don't now how much more I can take can't cope no more with nothing

tallSugar4889 October 8th, 2018

it was hours of waiting that person didn't show up i feel abandoned and isolated i don't understand nothing no more is it me why do i do it to myself no one likes me why do i try or even bother with it had enough of being treated like this don't now how much more I can take can't cope no more with nothing

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AbbyHarris1976 October 9th, 2018

@tallSugar4889

Im really sorry to hear this ... having that happen sucks, theres no other way to say it.

Obviously, you are not doing anything wrong when you try to reach out to make up with a friend and that person doesnt show up. Thats on them, not you.

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tallSugar4889 October 9th, 2018

so why do i feel like i am to blame and i have done something wrong why does this only happen to me i feel really embarrassed and stupid at the moment @AbbyHarris1976

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HelloGreetings October 9th, 2018

well... horrible right now I guess. Picking one mood is really damn hard when I'm switching emotions and feelings like crazy.

Things with school haven't been working out and that is really dragging me down. Lots of stress, lots of hating myself for being unproductive, lots of ephoria when work is finaly done for the day haha.

Summary: All over the place haha

Hiunderscorebye October 10th, 2018

Today I am feeling blank. Like I'm on autopilot and yet still so close to crashing. I wanted to snap at everyone and it's becoming an everyday feeling. My close friends were annoying me, when really they weren't doing anything wrong and I was the one at fault. I felt like people were staring at me all day and that whenever someone talked to me they were doing it out of pure forced kindness, not because they wanted too. I've tried getting out of that mindset that there are other things worse for others and they're doing find. But it's hard. I have a perfectly fine life and I'm complaining over the most pathetic things that I can't see, to control. I want to talk to people but I don't want them to see me as sad or pathetic, I'm suppose to be the strong one, the happy one. My friend keeps saying that I'm changed and that I used to talk so more and today it just stung. Everyday it stings. Everyday I shave the same blank feeling of sadness that I want change. I just dont have motivation.

sincereCoconut6747 October 10th, 2018

Lost. I dont want to feel broken and so emotional all the time. I dont want to talk to someone and have them give me the pity look. I dont want to have issues and I want to be normal.