I don't like myself
I haven't had this much disklike myself for a while. I think it started again, because of the people I'm around. I know a lot of people, but I don't feel like anybody is my friend. Like I am always the 2nd choice for everybody. Lots of my "friends" will joke around saying I'm mean and other hurtful things. I have struggled with my anger issues for years, it's just now that I can keep my temper. But with all of this talk about me being a fattie, and b**ch. It is affecting me, that when I look in a mirror I don't like what I see. I also struggle with daydreaming, now more than ever. I just play one song or read a new book, and I'll just daydream for hours. It's very hard to stop. I don't know what to do.
Thank you for your time, have a great day!
I’m sorry you feel this way! Sometimes in life we tend to be harsh on ourselves and a lot of the times it can be affected by those who we surround ourselves with.
My advice, if your “friends” make you feel bad about yourself then they’re not really your friends. Friends should be there to accept you for you, help you, and uplift you when things get rough in any area.
You are beautiful, you have walked through your journey and now you’re here don’t let anyone make you back track on anything or make you dwell on any past feelings you had. Focus on yourself and surround yourself with people who genuinely love you. Don’t be around toxic people because it creates a toxic environment.
I hope this helps, Take care!
@ElyseMyers12368I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through such a challenging time, and I appreciate your willingness to share your feelings. It takes courage to open up about these experiences.
it's important to acknowledge the impact that hurtful comments from others can have on our self-esteem. Feeling like the second choice and dealing with negative remarks can be incredibly difficult. It's clear that these experiences are affecting your self-perception, and I want you to know that your feelings are valid.