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ElyseMyers12368
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"Books are keys that open many doors." -James Rollins 

"Do as little harm to others as you can; make any sacrifice for your true friends; be responsible for yourself and ask nothing of others; and grab all the fun you can." -Dean R. Koontz 



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I want to get better
Depression Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 December 5th
...See more I've never been diagnosed with anything, so I don't claim to have anything. But for years it's been a back-and-forth battle with my mind. I don't know why it happens, the sluggishness, numbness, the zoning out/daydreaming, and the feeling of not being enough. These are constants in my life, I thought I had finally found a rhythm to dealing with it. But recently it's taking over more. I can't focus, I don't ever want to do anything, and my social battery is non-existent. Sometimes I'll think about going to sleep and not waking up, so I don't have to deal with anything. I'm not suicidal, I moved past that, even though it was hard. But everything seems pointless, and I don't know how to stop it. I've tried hard not to be like this, I hate it. 
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It's been awhile
Anxiety Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 September 22nd
...See more I haven't been on here for about a year. I thought I was getting better, it felt like I was. But now I'm in high school, and I believe that anxiety from all those years ago came back. In certain social situations, my chest tightens, my face gets hot, and my body shakes like I haven't eaten in hours. I don't know what to do, it feels so awful. 
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I don't like myself
Anxiety Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 January 31st
...See more I haven't had this much disklike myself for a while. I think it started again, because of the people I'm around. I know a lot of people, but I don't feel like anybody is my friend. Like I am always the 2nd choice for everybody. Lots of my "friends" will joke around saying I'm mean and other hurtful things. I have struggled with my anger issues for years, it's just now that I can keep my temper. But with all of this talk about me being a fattie, and b**ch. It is affecting me, that when I look in a mirror I don't like what I see. I also struggle with daydreaming, now more than ever. I just play one song or read a new book, and I'll just daydream for hours. It's very hard to stop. I don't know what to do.  Thank you for your time, have a great day!
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It's happening again.. TW(death, sadness)
Depression Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 May 25th, 2023
...See more That emptiness is coming back. I feel like curling in a little ball and crying for hours. I don't have the energy to talk to anyone or care about anything. It might be hormones, but it doesn't feel like that. It feels like I'm slowly fading from life and honestly okay with it. I barely want to eat, I'm really tired, and I have a small amount of energy. It just makes me want to go to asleep and not wake up.
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I'm done TW!!(cussing, mention of suicide)
Anxiety Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 May 3rd, 2023
...See more My parents(my mother) went through my journals and saw how I didn't want to live anymore. So we had a talk about how they will help in any way they can, and that they are sorry if they made me feel like I can't talk to them... The effort was sweet but it is not that simple. Some nice words, won't stop those thoughts. No matter how hard you try. My mom has intervened more when my brothers go too far with their "jokes". So that is nice, but I can't help but feel that there is no reason to keep going. I just feel empty, like a robot navigating through it all. School is almost over, and I'm just trying to make it to the end. But it is really hard. I mean I have to deal with the fact that I have had my friends distant and some of them not really talking to me anymore. And that my partner and I are no longer together after 6 months of dating. Which hurts like a ***. I also can't forget the fact that my dad said that I am manipulative, I need someone to feel sympathy for me, and I'm a sneaky ***. I will give him that, I was doing a sneaky *** thing. But goddam. I just don't know what to do anymore. Thanks for reading my dumb rant.
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anyone else alone??
Anxiety Support / by ElyseMyers12368
Last post
 March 25th, 2023
...See more Does anybody else feel like they are alone 24/7?? I have friends but I feel like I'm on my own all the time!
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