How am I supposed to live like this?
I feel so lost, living with anxiety is only making it worse, the thoughts that run through my head are so loud but so jumbled. What am I meant to do, be strong, it's just a phase, day by day it keeps happening, I'm scared really scared. I'm only 14, lives not supposed to be this way, I'm not supposed to want to give up. It's getting harder by the day... How, how am I, how are we supposed to live like this ...
-Kita
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I supposed
To forgive him
When I am so
Hurt .
I am broken
Teary eyed
Soul feels ripped out
@SweetLynn
It sounds like he's hurt you, pretty bad. You don't need to forgive him if you aren't ready, it takes time <3
Thank you.but sometimes
It helps you when you
Express your emotions
Outward instead of
Holding it inward .
@easyCucumber9508
@SweetLynn
Very very true <3
This is unbearably hard, I know. ♥ It sucks so so bad. But you are learning to manage it a little, and you will be able to carry on, we can do this, I know platitudes and motivation get you know where at 3am when you can't sleep, which is why I say: truly, I believe in you. And who cares about strong? Strength is something warriors need, you aren't a warrior, you are you. And you have courage, bucketfuls of it. ♥
^I'm just going to leave you with this ♥
(turns out I turned into a super cheeseball and now cannot stop spurting stuff, sorry ♥)
@easyCucumber9508
Kita <3 Oh my little princess , I know how hard , rough , and confusing this all can be to you sweets ...No one said it was easy to face these enigmas , and everyday you stand in front of them carrying all that pain...YOU ARE JUST PROVING HOW STRONG , POWERFUL , DETERMINED , AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE <3 .
* A barrel of hugs * You will surpass this darling ...I know you will..
Kita...
I know it's hard for you and it sucks a lot, but I truly believe that you will make it and will be able to get out of the sucky anxiety hole, It looks like the end now but you CAN do this my lovie xxxxx
@wittyBanana120
Love you so much, you free to talk? <3 I'll be in AS if you are, if not I understand
@easyCucumber9508 ♥
Cucu my darling ♥ I know this really is a terrible struggle and it truly is so hard ! I know it shouldn't have to be this way ! But I also know that you are very strong and brave , you have a lot more courage than you think ♥ Having courage and being brave doesn't mean you won't feel scared anymore or you won't still feel like giving up at times ... it really just means that you will carry on even though you are scared ! And that shows that you have a lot of courage in you cucu because even though you want to give up , you haven't given up and you're still fighting to get through every day ♥
You are so strong kita! keep fighting you can do this! <3 Ily <3 3/3 forever <3