How I feel right now
KazzieKat
January 15th, 2016
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I'm feel like I'm about to have a meltdown. I seem to worry about so much - work, my child, tricky relationship, paying the bills, family, missing someone important to me. I feel like my chest is being squeezed and I can't breathe. I have palpitations again. My head hurts so much, I have to act like everything's ok and it's so tiring. My health problem is flaring up again but I know there is no treatment, which is so depressing. I want to sit in a corner and cry. I can't leave work, I won't get paid and I can't afford it. My fingers are bleeding where I pick at them. I tried to start a chat with a listener, but then panicked about it. There isn't anyone for me to confide in, this is all I can do.
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