# CHALLENGE
I HATE THIS FEELING
The feeling I dont fit
The feeling that everyone is judging
The feeling that I am not enough
The feeling that I am imprisoned by myself
I was never a quite person but I practiced silence because I wasn't sure about my self , I thought everyone knew how to act and how everyone is perfect , except me
While everyone was talking I was staring at my fingernails that i always nibble . While everyone is laughing I think how my life ended up like that , my siblings are happy and socially active and then there is me
The girl who will stare at u until she feels comfortable to say hi
That student who will write stories with amazing ideas but says nothing in class
That girl who has everything she needs but couldn't find her self esteem
AND YOU KNOW WHAT
I AM DONE WITH THIS SHπ©T
Its a new year , its a new start
I dont want to feel left out anymore
I will talk to people and WHATEVER HAPPENS
It's better than not trying at all
Try
Try
Try
And sooner or later me and u will be where we wanted to be
Ignore that voice JUST IGNORE IT
Talk with confidence and know u r worth it
WE WILL BE HAPPY AND ERASE THAT VOICE , EVERY HUMILATION OR EMBARESSMENT IS OUR WAY OF LEARNING , WE WILL IGNORE HATERS AND ASSHOLES WHO MAKE US FEEL WORSE CUZ THEY KNOW NOTING OF WHAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF
THIS WEEK
THIS MONTH
THIS YEAR
WE WILL IGNORE WHATEVER MAKES US SAD
SADNESS , BREAKUPS , ANEIXITY, ANYTHING
I AM NO TELLING U TO JUST GET OVER IT CUZ ITS NOT EASY I KNOW
BUT ACT LIKE IT
JUST ACT THAT U NEVER HAD THESE PROBLEMS
AND IF IT STRUCKS U AGAIN IGNORE IT AS IF WAS NEVER HERE BEFORE
Γ AM NOT A PROFESSTIONAL AND I MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT ARE U DEALING WITH BUT
NEVER GIVE UP
and never care what people say
They r ur chance to experiment ur new confident self
Whatever they say isn't important it's important how u fell about yourself
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Who is with me?
@Yobo979 There comes a point where you can't possibly feel any worse so you bounce right back up. Run towards embarrassment not away from it, take risks, take chances it's the only way to learn and grow.
@Yobo979
I really like this post, thanks for posting :)