# CHALLENGE

I HATE THIS FEELING

The feeling I dont fit

The feeling that everyone is judging

The feeling that I am not enough

The feeling that I am imprisoned by myself

I was never a quite person but I practiced silence because I wasn't sure about my self , I thought everyone knew how to act and how everyone is perfect , except me

While everyone was talking I was staring at my fingernails that i always nibble . While everyone is laughing I think how my life ended up like that , my siblings are happy and socially active and then there is me

The girl who will stare at u until she feels comfortable to say hi

That student who will write stories with amazing ideas but says nothing in class

That girl who has everything she needs but couldn't find her self esteem

AND YOU KNOW WHAT

I AM DONE WITH THIS SH💩T

Its a new year , its a new start

I dont want to feel left out anymore

I will talk to people and WHATEVER HAPPENS

It's better than not trying at all

Try

Try

Try

And sooner or later me and u will be where we wanted to be

Ignore that voice JUST IGNORE IT

Talk with confidence and know u r worth it

WE WILL BE HAPPY AND ERASE THAT VOICE , EVERY HUMILATION OR EMBARESSMENT IS OUR WAY OF LEARNING , WE WILL IGNORE HATERS AND ASSHOLES WHO MAKE US FEEL WORSE CUZ THEY KNOW NOTING OF WHAT WE ARE CAPABLE OF

THIS WEEK

THIS MONTH

THIS YEAR

WE WILL IGNORE WHATEVER MAKES US SAD

SADNESS , BREAKUPS , ANEIXITY, ANYTHING

I AM NO TELLING U TO JUST GET OVER IT CUZ ITS NOT EASY I KNOW

BUT ACT LIKE IT

JUST ACT THAT U NEVER HAD THESE PROBLEMS

AND IF IT STRUCKS U AGAIN IGNORE IT AS IF WAS NEVER HERE BEFORE

Ì AM NOT A PROFESSTIONAL AND I MIGHT NOT KNOW WHAT ARE U DEALING WITH BUT

NEVER GIVE UP

and never care what people say

They r ur chance to experiment ur new confident self

Whatever they say isn't important it's important how u fell about yourself

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