Anxious… as usual 🙂
Just feeling some anxiety as I get ready to go to sleep. I don’t want to work tomorrow. I wish I never had to work again but I know that’s not an option. If it were up to me I would like to just be able to chill and relax and have fun and not worry about money. I just don’t like working and I don’t like worrying about money.
I’m anxious, like I usually am especially on Sundays. I will get through it but I just don’t like feeling anxious. I can usually feel it in my body really strongly. Right now I feel it in my stomach. Anxiety kind of dominates my life. I guess it makes sense to be anxious with so many things going on in the world but I just wish I had less anxiety in general. I feel like my anxiety can probably teach me some things and help me in some ways but sometimes it’s just so stressful and overwhelming and I just want to curl up under the covers and not do anything. That’s how I feel right now, I would like to just sleep and not do anything.
I really wish I could just *not* work but again, I know I’m going to have to work for probably the rest of my life. Ugh. Wish I didn’t have to. I want to just hang out with my girlfriend. Anxiety is so annoying to me. I’ll survive but I just wanted to share. I just hate feeling anxious.
,Hi there..
If work is the source of your anxiety, i think it's high time you look for another workplace. Human minds are known to react nice to novelty in environment. Especially when you are so burnt out at your current work. If changing jobs is feasible probably you can do that too. Do know job is something you are gonna do for the rest of your life. Make sure it's something you really really love. just like you love your girlfriend. going to 5 star restaurant for dinner or going to park with greenery you'll enjoy both equally as it's with your girlfriend whome you really love. So if you start doing the job you love you will love it anywhere. but often we can't do jobs we love (like if u love playing football doesn't guarantee you'll be a good professional footballer), then make sure it's in the right environment with the right set of people coz just like your girlfriend they can make a normal park seem like a dinner date in a restaurant.
I hope you find a solution to this soon.
All the best.
One Amongst You ❤️