Missing someone
Sometimes you miss someone so much, you feel like you can't breathe. But that's not the worst part, the worst part is the other person may not miss you at all and is going on with life so easily when you can't help but only hurt. Despite knowing the fact that the person used and hurt you, you are good and loved hard so it is more difficult for you.
I hope I get good things and good people too. Soo tired of this unhappiness, for once I want to feel loved too.
wow you just perfectly said what i’m going threw. i’m getting past her and she doesn’t care at all. she’s amazing. but i need to chill. so i’m focusing on me. i still need a lot of work. im focused on the wrong thing rn
yo we got this tho! all this means is we have a big heart and we are capable of loving someone completely and totally. most people aren’t like that.
we will find our person. we will find happiness. we just gotta keep going.
Oh I totally agree with us. Let us wish for good things for each other this year.
2025 is gonna be great for us…but only if we work at it. do you have any goals or plans??
hang in there friend ✌️😎
Yup will try to focus on my health and career. They say things happen when we expect it the least. Will try to stabilize myself emotionally and then work on myself that's it. What about you?
those are great things to focus on. and you’re right things come when we least expect it…so in the meantime it’s impt to make ourselves the best we can be so when we get our shots we’ll be so ready.
i lost too much weight so i joined the gym and wanna build some muscle (i get depressed and skip meals too often) and i need to work on finding my place at work. i keep trying and being let down. i keep spazzing feeling like i’m on the outside and will get fired. i’ve made tremendous progress but i still walk around anxious most days thinking they are gonna drop the hammer on me. i need to find a comfortable place mentally. my life is way better now than its been for a long time. i need to find a way to enjoy it.
You will get through this. It will take time but it will happen.
i’m just so lonely. it’s kinda ridiculous to say but it’s what’s really hurting me the most. i miss just having that person to always talk to. the alone time esp before bed has been wrecking me.
I think we are in the same boat here. Even though I have friends I still miss him the most. Even though he did me wrong I still kind of want him. He said he will sort everything out two weeks ago but there is no active efforts from his side. It hurts to know you think you were important but their actions say otherwise. I miss talking to him for long hours. Nowadays I just keep wishing for a miracle to happen. Last year April May June July I was really depressed. I am kinda feeling the same right now, the only difference is I have a job to go to now while last time I was just free.
Whatever you are saying is not ridiculous. I can feel and understand it very deeply.
thank you for understanding. you are extremely kind. 🙂
two weeks in that situation feels like 100 lifetimes. i’m really sorry you’re going threw all this. it always messed me up and puts me onto an emotional roller coaster.
i’ve been feeling depressed like before also. i’m trying to get myself happy appreciative and excited about my current life. bc the truth is (except for a couple things) my life is really great. so much better than it was before. but i feel like i carry this sadness with me that i can’t get rid of by myself.
The sadness will take time to go. I don't know how much time but it will go. Even I'm waiting for my sadness to go. Let's be patient Even though it's tough.
tbh the thing that’s been reallllly eating me up is…i felt like i finally met someone realllly good. but something happened (idk what) and she is completely not interested. like overnight. not knowing the reason, i assume it’s me. it might not be but i got no info. so my mind is constantly racing like what did i do and why does she not care anymore.
its all pretty childish and im trying to let it go but my mind has a mind of its own ya know
