I’m sad right now..
It’s 2am on a new day but before that was mine and my girlfriend’s anniversary. We’ve been together for a year now and I thought I was going to have a really good day but turns out my anxiety got the best of me… I feel like I’ve ruined everything on our anniversary, feel bad about stuff I shouldn’t feel bad about.. None of it is my damn fault.. All I feel is I want to cry all the time as I never ever wanted to ruin a day for us two. It’s supposed to be special but it just went wrong for me… I feel like the worst person ever.. I tried my best to get through it all.. 😢😢😢 I hate myself right now as I just feel I’ve made it not worth it.. 😢😢
@BrHloveCmW4ever Happy belated anniversary! I am sorry to hear that your anxiety got the better of you on this special day. Feeling like you ruined it and wanting to cry is completely understandable. Please know, it is not your fault and you did your best. You both deserve happiness and I hope you can work through this difficult time together. Is there anything specific that triggered these feelings?