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BrHloveCmW4ever
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PathStep 11 Compassion hearts49 Forum posts25 Forum upvotes32 Current upvotes32 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 8, 2024
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I struggle with anxiety and depression but I’ve been told I’m such a nice person all in all, unfortunately the struggle with anxiety etc makes me feel like I’m not that and I’m annoying. Hopefully I’ll be proved wrong all the time 😔🥺

Recent forum posts
Moment To Myself
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 April 26th
...See more I was just with my girlfriend and watching Tv with her and then all of a sudden I felt sad.. Proper having a tiny meltdown.. I think I’m just having a small moment to myself and my girlfriend is really supportive and kind as always.. Love her so much 🥺❤️
Good Day
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 April 11th
...See more I’m feeling really good today!! 🤭🤭 I am in a great mood, but tired but other than that everything seems perfect at the moment! Just chilling out with my girlfriend and watching our own shows and sitting with eachother, having cuddles and it feels nice to have a relaxed day after some busy days at work. 😌 I feel blessed today 🤭😇👌🏻
This week.
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 March 29th
...See more This week I’ve been okay ish, I’ve been doing something different at work which helps me get through my shift but after I am so drained and get exhausted physically and mentally that I just want to sleep and I feel really crap, what do I do to help me after a days work? Any suggestions? My partner is always supportive and helpful when I have a moment but I just don’t want those moments anymore where I feel like that.
Bad day today
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 March 15th
...See more Hi, why is it that when you try and ask for help you don’t get it at the time you need, and when you try and explain that you are struggling through a day and you are putting forward that you’ve been upset and breaking down at work, they don’t listen in a way you’d like, they don’t answer in a way you’d like… And it’s like you aren’t being listened too or understood… And it is painful and frustrating because at work today I broke down twice and I needed to go home early and when I was speaking to the people I needed too it seemed like they were *** off and annoyed at the fact you need to do what’s best for you and what’s necessary to you… And feels like they don’t care and think you are making up *** just to get out of work… I’m sorry but at the moment I am struggling and have needed to change some things at work to be able to cope and get what I need and think it’s best but they think it’s stupid.. And it feels like they’re judging you all the time you are trying to ask for and trying to show you need help and need that understanding… People are harsh and where I work, apparently THEY TAKE MENTAL HEALTH seriously… WELL in my case they don’t, seems like they are trying to ignore it hoping I’ll get better, and that they need me to do more for them when I can’t especially already suffering first few hours in the work morning… I just feel like I’m not being heard and like I’m being misunderstood and treated like I’m making it all up.. IT HURTS! And ITS PAINFUL physically and mentally, and it drains you like being sucked from a leech… It sucks and it makes me not want to be around those people at work, and I am starting to now get terrified of asking them for help or if I need to go, I am terrified to ask for the things I desperately think I need and it shouldn’t have to be like that…. 😢😢😢😢 I don’t want to feel like this.. and why would I want to be like this knowing damn well I want my dreams to come true and save money to be able to get a house with my partner.. I wouldn’t be doing this on purpose you stupid ***… SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT CARE AT ALL…
I’m sad right now..
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 February 18th
...See more It’s 2am on a new day but before that was mine and my girlfriend’s anniversary. We’ve been together for a year now and I thought I was going to have a really good day but turns out my anxiety got the best of me… I feel like I’ve ruined everything on our anniversary, feel bad about stuff I shouldn’t feel bad about.. None of it is my damn fault.. All I feel is I want to cry all the time as I never ever wanted to ruin a day for us two. It’s supposed to be special but it just went wrong for me… I feel like the worst person ever.. I tried my best to get through it all.. 😢😢😢 I hate myself right now as I just feel I’ve made it not worth it.. 😢😢
Wide awake at midnight..
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 February 17th
...See more I feel like I can’t sleep tonight, my brain is thinking too much and I can’t seem to stop it to be able to sleep.. I just want the voices to go away and leave me alone.. Keep overthinking stupid things and I just don’t like it, because deep down I know I’m happy but my brain seems to just not get past all the things before.. I just want my brain to realise I am so happy and grateful for everything I’ve got now.. Especially my girlfriend.. I just I won’t be able to live without her EVER.. She’s my happiness, my everything and yes I do talk her all the time because she is the only person that keeps me going.. 🥺❤️.. I’m restless.. Just can’t sleep tonight.. I hope in the next hour I’ll be able to finally sleep.. Can’t believe it’s just turn 1am.. 🥺😢😢
Random anxiety attack
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 February 19th
...See more I’ve all of a sudden started feeling really anxious and I’ve just started crying and for what reason I have no idea.. I’m just playing and talking to my girlfriend and then all of a sudden got upset.. I hate when this happens, I thought I’d post to see if it’ll help get it out. I just feel really overwhelmed and sad all in one and my breathing went funny. 😢😢 I’m with my partner and she’s making me comfortable and I’m concentrating on the tv show we’ve got on right now and I’m going to cuddle her.. hoping this will calm me down. I’ll keep you all updated.. 😢🥺❤️
Feeling good today.
Anxiety Support / by BrHloveCmW4ever
Last post
 February 9th
...See more Hey I’m new to this, yesterday and the day before I had bad days, but now today I feel okay, I started this yesterday too and I was chatting on here. Maybe it’s starting to help hope to be good for a long while now but unfortunately it doesn’t just happen that way but today? I am SUPER GOOD! 😁
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