I just want some hugs and support

Ummm I have 5 people around me but sometimes I feel they don't understand my pain 💔 I am just in pain

I want some support and love I know most of the people won't see my message but if u do pls give your love and support and I can do some hugs too I am having a panic attack so yup I cannot express my self that well know but I hope we meet soon and I hope I start posting a lot and if u need support I am there