Anxiety

I wanted to share something deeply personal here. A few years ago, I was in a relationship with someone who meant the world to me. We were together for two years, and I believed that our love was strong enough to overcome any obstacle. When her mom found out about us, she took her away to her hometown. Despite the challenges, I was determined to make things work I even argued with her parents and convinced my own family, who supported us completely. She had promised me that if her mom didn't agree, she would leave her home and be with me. But when she was in her hometown, she got engaged to someone else. She pretended to fight for us while actually moving on. This betrayal shattered me and revealed that her love wasn't as true as I had believed. The heartbreak was profound, and it led to panic attacks and anxiety that lasted for years. I worked hard to recover, and life seemed to stabilize. However, a few months ago, stress from work and family triggered another panic attack. It feels like life is consistently unfair, and I’m struggling to cope with it all.
From my childhood, I've been dealing with significant mental trauma because of my parents' constant fighting. Even though I love them and know they love me too, their conflicts have had a profound impact on me. Growing up in that environment has left me feeling deeply unsettled.In my search for comfort and love, I fell for someone, hoping to find solace.Unfortunately, that relationship also turned out to be traumatic. Right now, I'm struggling to find a reason to keep going, as I feel lost and without a clear sense of purpose I’m really sorry, I feel like I have no one else to share these feelings with, and it’s been hard for me to keep it all inside. I didn’t mean to overwhelm any of you. I just needed someone to listen,Thank you.