done trying
i have important exams very soon and a test tomorrow and i came home from school thinking i will be productive and reward myself tomorrow by not studying too long
but turns out today my teacher marked an assignment i hadnt done and EMAILED MY PARENTS (didnt even speak to me first or acknowledge anything) and they are just shouting at me constantly saying everything is my fault and calling me stupid and lazy and the r slur and i dont have a single *** left to give honestly
they claim that they can never be wrong so they should just be happy that im about to prove them right, i cant be *** asked anymore im not studying im not doing anything ever again they can just be satisfied that they've won and their daughter is a "lazy, r*****ed, disrespectful b*tch"
@mza24
I am sorry to hear that your parents aren't supporting you while you navigate these challenges at school. Encouragement is more helpful than being blamed, but I am not here to judge how anyone chooses to parent. But I can imagine your self esteem might be on the lower side right now and It sounds to me like you could benefit from becoming your own cheerleader. If I were in your position I would concentrate on what needed to be done at school to make up for the assignment I missed and just try to not take any negative comments directed at me to heart. I know this is easier said than done. I am rooting for you!
