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J9SA November 27th, 2018

Im clean 19 days now. This morning I'm tempted but I'm saying no. Struggling this morning. Thinking of the long term of me not masturbating and I'm going to live separate from my husband temporarily. So he won't be able to give me sex. I'm thinking that if I masturbate, I will be tempted to watch porn. And I don't want to.

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lovelyWhisper66 November 28th, 2018

@J9SA Congrats on staying 19 days clean! That takes immense effort and motivation. You show great self awareness of your situation and what you need to do to handle things. I hope things work out between you and your husband. We are always here for you! :) *hugs if you are okay with it*

J9SA OP November 30th, 2018

I will feel bad

I will be disappointed in myself.

I'll be disgusted in myself.

I would be separated from Him.

I will self harm when I do it.

I'm motivating myself because I have serious withdrawal symptoms. This is hard.

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helpMe1101 November 30th, 2018

@J9SA Youre doing great, just keep going. Its tough but you sound even tougher. Try to stay as busy as possible and always keep in mind your reason why youre doing it in the first place!

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BluMunster November 30th, 2018

@J9SA Hey, you are doing great! Just take it one day at a time and before you know it... you'll have lost track of how long you've been clean! Truly inspiring... I, too, am trying to avoid porn and masturbation. We're in this together You're not alone! :D

redrose7 December 1st, 2018

@J9SA how are you?

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J9SA OP December 1st, 2018

@redrose7 Yesterday was tough. Physically and emotionally. I'm OK today

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J9SA OP December 7th, 2018

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