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PathStep 119 Compassion hearts674 Forum posts75 Forum upvotes57 Current upvotes57 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2021 Member sinceNovember 17, 2015
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by J9SA
Last post
 December 13th, 2021
...See more Hi i think i have bipolar 2 How do i get out of my depressed mood, it gets so bad that i want to cut or strangle or drown myself and i have started to act on the feeling. Recently during mania , ive said something offensive and personal to the secretary and she overreacted. She doesnt want anything to do with me, and shes cold towards me. And i ruined our friendship 😔 Im struggling with insomnia and woke up 3 times to early. I already increased my lexamil dosage to 20 mg. Ive started to see a psychologist. Tuesday is my second session.
Hopeless
Addiction Support / by J9SA
Last post
 January 14th, 2021
...See more Hi. Im an addict. Porn is my addiction. Ive tried quitting. But during withdrawal i do it again. Or my husband looks and then i get triggered. I feel alone and hopeless. Also disconnected from God. I hate myself for doing this i feel disgust and disappointment and i cannot find accountability partner. Feel free to message me.
LDED not depression
Depression Support / by J9SA
Last post
 July 27th, 2019
...See more I'm not hopeless! I have faith and hope. I'm have life deficiency and I'm energy deprived. Sometimes something happens in my day then I struggle to processes it emotionally and cognitively. I need hugs and friendship. So I gave it a ew name
Masturbation
Addiction Support / by J9SA
Last post
 February 6th, 2019
...See more Im clean 19 days now. This morning I'm tempted but I'm saying no. Struggling this morning. Thinking of the long term of me not masturbating and I'm going to live separate from my husband temporarily. So he won't be able to give me sex. I'm thinking that if I masturbate, I will be tempted to watch porn. And I don't want to.
High functioning depression
Depression Support / by J9SA
Last post
 December 21st, 2018
...See more Something I learned that I have I'm working, busy, active and it seems like there's nothing wrong. But deep down I suffer from adohenia, loss of interest in things I onced liked. I constantly battle with self harming feelings and thoughts of suicide. I have an addiction with porn and masturb. I will criticise myself if I don't measure up and I fear rejection if people knew my inner struggles. I have ADHD. I have a child with Aspergers. Were going to relocate and everything and everyone I once held on to, I'm leaving behind. I know adventure lies before me, but I'm facing all my fears. I know Jesus is with me and I'm never alone. But with people I am. Visiting is hard, cuz I m not a natural talker. I avoid it mostly. When I do I leave my aspie at home cuz he has antisocial behavior. If I look at all I'm dealing with I start getting the wrong thoughts.
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