Hopeless
J9SA
December 27th, 2020
Hi. Im an addict. Porn is my addiction. Ive tried quitting. But during withdrawal i do it again. Or my husband looks and then i get triggered. I feel alone and hopeless. Also disconnected from God. I hate myself for doing this i feel disgust and disappointment and i cannot find accountability partner. Feel free to message me.
Hoxenos
January 13th, 2021
@J9SA
I think one of the trickiest things in addiction in general is the feeling of disappointment over relapse. Relapse is not failing. it is a bump in the road. It is a part of the learning and healing journey.
What about your addiction is causing these feelings of shame? What leads up to a relapse?
What does your version of healthy look like? What is your goal?