I have an addictive personality

I'm not really sure what to do at this point, I haven't had a real interest in something in a long time. So I have little to no healthy ideas other than work out. But, I can't even bring myself to do it because I beat myself up over that.

@EmberShard

Ooft, I can relate to that great, I think it's whenever you feel that 'buzz' you want to replicate the first time you got that feeling and you end up needing more and more of the same things to keep that feeling and we all know that's a losing battle.

Welcome by the way, I'm FrenchMarbles, you're welcome in this community ^_^

Thank you FrenchMarbles, I'm also using it as a method of escapism. To avoid my family and the conflict that follows. Also, my own problems with feeling hopeless about the future and rn.