Still living my childhood bullying trauma
I remember it like yesterday
I'm sitting in the class...surrounded by 8 or 9 students...al of them are mocking me and provoking me
They make fun of my appearance
They keep poking me for being socially awkward and going outside of my house
Everytime i talk i can hear them laughing behind me
Everytime i do anything even moving my chair they will mock me for no reason
Basically my whole time in highschool is simply staying in my chair not moving so they won't make fun of me
They broke my confidence and self esteem
And i became very insecure
I was basically a joke in the class and whole school
Even though that was 7 years ago and i kinda of improved i just still couldn't get over it and i wanna know why or how.
@passionateNorth2259
đź«‚đź«‚đź«‚đź«‚, i hope you get over it soon
@passionateNorth2259 I’m so sorry you were bullied and it’s having such an impact in your life. I too was bullied in school, for my weight. It was mostly the guys and I still have issues with trusting men. One thing that helps me is knowing that they probably never think of me, but I’m living my life with them constantly in my head. They don’t deserve to be a part of my life anymore, and only I can “uninvite” them. I don’t mean it’s easy. I’ve worked with my therapist a lot on this, and am still working.
I really hope you can work through this and find some relief. I know how hard it is, but you can receive healing. You’re worth it.
I know what high school bullying can be like @passionateNorth2259
Yeah there are ways"i just still couldn't get over it and i wanna know why or how." Definitely are ways, I'm happy to explore those ways with you.
