Depression

Hi

You express your feelings so well also your words sounds, you have a long book of emotions which never reach out with patience and empathy.

Its really hard to find someone who walk long with you to see your view as we all have different views and paths to go.

If you allow me to talk and walk with you on your road of emotions, i love to join and hear them in such a poetic way you expressed.

Waiting for your msg...poet with a ocean heart

@forcefulBirch2526

I totally understand what you mean when you say this. I feel like this all the time. What helps me when I feel like this is finding my friends and people who make me laugh. Here's a joke for you:

Q: Why shouldn't you play poker in the jungle? 

A: Too many cheetahs.

I hope that made you feel a little bit better, and sending you good vibes. <3

Hey! Are you from Kerala? It's such a beautiful place!

I'm a listener here and let me know about your depression. I'm a fellow South Indian.

@forcefulBirch2526 hii di! How're you?

Damn ! It's like you spoke my mind . 

Hi. Somehow, I feel I can relate to these feelings. Not all the time though but there are times where I just wanted to scream, wanted to be alone but just also wished someone would be there.

Sometimes, I try writing and it helps. I usually write it like I'm writing poetry, expressing my feelings with some class y'know. You sound like you'd be a wonderful writer as well. You can try it out and see if it helps.

Sending lots of love and hugs to you. Please reach out if you ever, and I mean, ever feel like talking.

Pode traduzir

Lately I was talking a lot about a boy, no boy is just a man that his name is Igor, I was already meeting him for 2 months old we talked and I see, but who went after him for the first time, until I have to comment with my mother about him because they are from the same company, In fact and she always told me that she did not seem to want something serious with someone to be a lot in her and comfortable in this way, but I thought maybe she could work because I called him to talk and flow very well at first he was scared, but we were worked. The days were passing and we just approached and closer, so much so that we were love and several other affectionate nicknames know? So it was a very deep thing and so much that Monday were now together, and Mazinha I swear it was the best thing in the world was the most special moment for me, like him and I meet. I posted a stories and I do not know if you came to see, marking him and he replied, so far so good, but when I was yesterday I saw that he ended up by the stories and I went to ask why he ended and I was a little annoyed and I said many things to see that people if they disagree a lot, then that he started talking to me not to create more expectations and that if we were going on, we would not have anything else than we were having now and I was very involuntarily, because we have already been at a very high level of intimacy, we speak all this, he said it was not the time for him and that if he had something serious, maybe he could not give me attention or to our relationship. I tried all the way to do this, because he said he liked me and wanted me more than anything, but at that moment he did not like it, I did not like it, I swear with all my strength I saw him falter and think if he really wanted, but he put a Immense barrier and continued with that decision, I think I have charged things for him as if we were in a relationship he pressed a lot and ended up becoming it. I even thought I was just at it, but it was not going to be good for me and not for him, because I wanted much more than that and he could not give me now. I'm finishing ma, I really like him and everything we lived was very true and genuine from both parties, but I'm devastated because I did not want to lose it, I know I can not control their feelings, but I really wanted it to be straight from the bottom of my heart. As if I'm so bad, because it's still all very lived, until yesterday in the morning we had everything and today we have nothing else, it hurts me, and we end up with a super light, I know he did not want it to have come to this point that way, for the little one I met He and I did not want to. Every time I remember, our photos, our moments and our caresses while we were together, and I know I need to accept it, but that can not. Every time I remember, our photos, our moments and our caresses while we were together. In the *** tab you have all your interactions with me, from 1 day ago and I see and trying to understand what I did? I swear to you, all I wanted to do now was sending a message to him begging not to end like that, because I really deleted it. And after we talk about all this in connection, he spoke in a suffocated voice how much I wanted with him at that moment and that Monday had been incredible, but I do not know Ma, he created a barrier that was this and ended did not come back. So bad, I tried my maximum to explain the situation

@forcefulBirch2526 I feel this way right now and I feel like talking to someone but I can't afford a therapy session