How are you feeling?
Hello Everyone,
I hope you are doing good right now at this possible moment.
Find it difficult to confront things timely. I feel I have great outputs instead at time when I freeze I need help to know what to do to get my self to defend myself. I seem to do well after the fact when it is all over with but not during because my entire body freezes and I can not move physically, verbally, emotionally. It is impossible to react quick enough even though millions of thoughts come to mind but no movement at all. Then, later I get a gush anger, resentment, hatred, discontent, isolations.
I know I have people who love me, respect me, like me and want to be around me but I can not feel the same way because I am not there yet. Also, I have experiences where my trust was betrayed and this has everything to do with it.
Wish it was absent very early. I feel I am clinking on something that my body could not let it pass by but then again I can understand those reasons so it complicated to remove my mind out of it instead I experience feeling helplessness, hopelessness, discomfort, dismantled by things not under my control and I know are totally wrong. This feels like can happen to anyone, anywhere, for all reasons and situations. Maybe it is how i see that.
I am not yet ready to say what i am refering to but i am not there yet, but generally,
Any suggestions?
Just by reading I feel like I know what youre referring to.I hope is not what Im thinking but if it is,you need to speak up if the person you open up to doesnt help you,maybe seek professional help asap @resourcefulCity246
Not doing to well. I have lost everything because of my health ailments. My family doesnt care. I have been labeled a bad person without even doing anything that would warrant that label. I am in constant pain because of my health ailments. I have been told I was an embarrassment by my family members. I am treated like I have broken the law or do illicit drugs. My feeling is they want me to perish. I get picked on constantly and threatened to be kicked out. As you can tell my environment is totally negative and I have no support. I have lost jobs because of my health ailments. I guess some people arent suppose to be happy and live fulfilling lives.
@resourcefulCity246
Oh Scar! Im so sorry youre going through all this alone! Your family should be there to support you now when you need them the most! Everyone deserves to be happy regardless so never think that you dont! Im here if you want to talk! @conscientiousScarf4382
I am feeling stressed and under the weather but I know that with patience and a bit of hope, I can get through this. :)
