Anyone relate to this?
Hey everyone ! I just joined a few hours ago as I am going through a really difficult time. I’ve been feeling depressed since I was in high school now I’m 25. I’m a perfectionist and have an extreme personality. I couldn’t see alternatives which makes my life so hard as I couldn’t handle situations where I didn’t get what I worked for. It’s devastating. I sacrifice my mental and physical health to be the top student in my school and now I couldn’t even bear with thinking finding a job related to my major. I never truly knew what I want with my life, now I’m still struggling. My parents they say go get a job form a family make money and that sort of thing I just wanna vomit. Ppl around me are destroying me with their lifestyles and thinking. I’m tired. I find comfort in the fact that I only get to live once. And I’m too in my own head, I just couldn’t stop dreaming.
@courageousMango9845
Hi Mango! Welcome to 7 cups. I can relate you a lot since we share some similar experience. More than one year ago a started to think about what do I really want. Now I am giving myself a trial to enter a new profession. Sometime one chance, one trial is enough, making us unregretful about this experience.
@Wallis thank you for sharing Wallis. I can be quite negative most of the time, I honestly have no passion for traditional job. Ppl say I’m spoiled in a way I do believe it’s true. Basically I have no passion for anything atm, it can be devastatingly frustrating for me to get out bed to actually do something. Like I don’t appreciate the sun the air like I used to, idk what happened to me, I lost all my sparks.