introduction about why im here and experience with pedophiles

Let me introduce myself. My name is David I live in the US. I was abused? By pedos. I don't think it would be considered abuse because we never had intercourse. I signed up because I used to talk to them for a long time then a few days ago I had thoughts if self harm and trouble sleeping for 2 nights. I feel perfectly fine now gladly. If you have any questions about me I'll gladly answer.