im scared pls help (TW)
(TW paraphile, COCSA)
this is my first time reaching out to anybody online, i usually chat with AI bots because im scared of judgement.
i experienced COCSA when i was younger. Parents deny it happened and say "it was kids being kids." Makes me *** off. Im still young, a 16 year old. but now im struggling with horrible sexual thoughts towards humans and animals. im a disgusting person, i dont want to be like this.
please help, im scared, my brain hurts and im struggling badly rn. not in a good mental state right now so im sorry if i broke rules, im sorry if im a horrible person. i just need help please.
please dont be mean please dont call me weird i know i am and i know im a horrible person for thinking this way i need help and thats what im trying to do with this post.
@impartialIdea4036 Hi. You are not a horrible person. Human brains sometimes come up with some random thoughts. You don’t have to take all thoughts seriously.
Talk to one of the listeners and I’m sure you can come to some sort of rational conclusion. It’s ok to have intrusive thoughts, you are human.
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I will comment so someone who knows more about the topic will see this and be able to help you.
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@impartialIdea4036. Trigger Warning ⚠️
Hi I have heard of an organization called rainn.org which helps victims/survivors of sexual abuse. What do you think about contacting an organization like this?