Was this sa
When I was younger around 11 my older brother convinced me to have sex with him I didn't want to but he would make me feel bad for saying no so it became a habit and it didn't stop till I was 17 he told me that he loved me and that what we were doing is because we loved each other
@blueIdea4188I'm sorry to hear that. It must be tough dealing with that past.
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Yes this is SA and it was very wrong of him ....... did you ever in that time feel this was not right and wanted to stop or tell someone?
this must be very confusing and difficult to deal with ...... did your sibling relationship become ODD after this stopped ...... was it he found another partner to have relations with that finally ended it .....
he need help as well to realize what he put you through.
@blueIdea4188 its very common to have children abusing another children. it doesnt make it any less okay or less painful so im very sorry that this happened to you. it mustve been always so confusing. i hope you are able to deal with this pain and talk to someone about it <3
@blueIdea4188 This is definitely SA, at that age he was very aware of what he was doing. I'm aware some time has passed, I hope the current situation you are in is much better, but I do highly suggest telling this to a trusted adult or someone who can actually help you and he definitely should be held responsible for what he did.