TW⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️My story ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
On the 16th of March 2020 I was sexually coerced by a guy I was “talking to” and since then my life has gone downhill. I dropped out of university, started planning my suicide (which ended in two failed attempts) and to make matters worse I kept in contact with him which led to so much pain lies manipulation and more destruction and confusion. I have been left empty by the whole ordeal and I’ve tried everything toxic and healthy from therapy and reporting to detachment and self-destruction and nothing has made it better and I’m starting to wonder if I’ll always be this damaged?????
@Existing001....I'm so sorry your going through this horrible experience. I understand I've been down this dark path and it's the worst most painful place to be. It was 3 years ago and I didn't think I was going to make it but I'm still here and improving. I think my turning point was sharing here with a listener every horrid detail and how it was making me feel, whether good or bad. I spent months chatting with this listener and they helped me get past that dark horrible pain. I did a ton of journaling and it helped alot too. I think it's different for everyone and you have highs and lows to the extreme because of the pain. Reaching out here on 7cups is a great place to start. 7 cups saved me. Remember your strong, your a survivor and you have alot of living to do. Do it for you. Best 💜 ABB
