CPS is no help!
Ive been raped, molested, beaten, and broken since I was 6. CPS removed me from my biological parents home at 13 and put me somewhere worse. Everytime I move it doesnt get better. Now I am just that asthmatic kid with Severs Diseass, Reynods Syndrome, and more abuse related medical issues including deafness and bones that regrew incorrectly than a crazy cat lady has cats. I am still a sex doll and punching bag and CPS cant do crap. I dont even know what to do anymore!!!
Hey buddy don't be sad. I preach god and Christianity, open your heart to them. Look up the savor prayer, I can only promise you that if you open your heart and obey by him then your life will get better and better. Chin high buddy, smile and whipe them tears away.
Hi there @Overwhelmed16 !
I am so so sorry that this has happened to you. There are a few things I'd like to say here.
#1 none of this is your fault:
I know what your thinking here. "yes it is" Well I'll be the first to say that it's really not. Think about it like this: Your taking a test you studied all night its the biggest test of the year. You know this because your teachers have told you all year. So, you walk in the class that your taking the test in and there's only one more seat left right next to a boy you know he'sa repeat offener when it comes to taking tests. You go sit by him knowing he probably hasn't studied. While your taking the test you notice him looking at your paper and you tell him to stop looking at it. He doesn't, so your scores come back in the summer saying you passed. The boy however...... He doesn't pass.. He'll have to repeat the same grade because he didn't study and because he got chaught cheating.
In this story, I'll ask you whose flault is it yours or his?
#2 Know that someone cares:
If CPS doesn't listen keep going because their is hope out there my friend just keep fishin' my friend.
#3 Your not alone
They say 1 out of every 5 kids have been abused in some way but, I wish no one had this happen to them.
#4 You are NOT a victim you are a survivor!
After Silnce
You must save yourself from blame
You must feel because you are worth it
You must know that your not alone
#5 You are so very brave for talking about this
I wish you best,
lovelyOcean54
You are one of the most helpful people Ive seen on here! But its just hard because I have severe touch aversion so its hard to make friends. And the abuse made me a medical trainwreckon top of genetic medical issues so no family really wants me. Because who wants the deaf asthmatic kid who cant walk right and freaks out if you get upset or touch them?
I'm so sorry to hear you feel no one wants you. I really really want to tell you how brave your being right now. Do you realize that there other children who never report it because they are afraid that their parents are going to hurt them worse? A lot. I see a lot of determationin you that has yet to leave.
I admire you so much
If you need me, I'm always here just a PM away!!!!!
Lots of love,
loveyOcean54
I can't decide if it's the mature, "right" thing to do to go back to being friendly with my molestor or not. I just want things to go back to normal.
