Boyfriend from hell *possibly triggering*

Back in high school I started dating this guy, nothing too serious but I really liked him. One night he decided to have a party, and of course there was alcohol involved. I assumed I would stay there for the night, which he said would be fine, so that was my plan. It got to a point where I got too drunk, couldn't function well, at all. I told him I wanted to sleep. He sent mostly everyone home, a few of his friends went to sleep upstairs and I was in his room asleep.

When I woke up in the night, I found myself naked in his bed, with him on top of me. I was a virgin. I was. Not anymore I guess. I couldn't really grasp what was happening as it happened so fast, more like disbelief I guess you could say. I got up, grabbed my clothes and asked for him to call me a cab, I just wanted to be home more than anything. He said "I can drive you". I said "that's stupid, you're drunk!", but no he wasn't drunk, he hadn't drank anything the whole night.

I've only ever told one person about this, hangs heavy over my head still. Just thought I'd get it out there and out of my head.