Attempted

In August, my ex tried shaming for things he tried to do back in April during Covid saying if I tell anyone it’ll only make me look bad (implying that just bc I’m a girl, I’ll look bad if I talk about it). All of our dates were in public places but in April due to Covid he invited me to his place. Because he was respectful before and comes from respectful family, I trusted him and went because it was his birthday. Things escalated to kissing but then he tried going too far and touching me “down there” even when I kept moving his hand away and kept saying no. He even got “naked” and asked if I wanted to taste “it” and were trying to teach me how to do a “handjob”. We broke up a week later. Now prior to this I’ve never even hanged out with a guy alone or even dated. I was so shocked that he was trying to shame me in august and by then I had all Pictures and messages of him deleted. I didn’t know what to do or what was happening. I was dealing with finals back in April during Covid. Now a year later, he got married. So idk what to do or how to cope or to just let it go since I didn’t let him go THAT far.