Trigger warning as a five year child I witnessed my mom being trapped and chased around her car
Back when I was 5 years old my mom was trapped during her divorce to my dad by babysitter's husband and chased around the outside of her car I waved to the babysitter's husband and enjoyed waving to him as he stood against his front door blocking it on my mom my mom didn't have custody of my brother and I during her divorce and tried kidnapping my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband did everything in his power to stop her and when she took us out his back door after she had us in the backseat of her car babysitter husband and my mom began tipping around the outside of her car and my mom said dinky dinky let me go dinky dinky let me go as he skipped around the outside of her car I enjoyed this so much and to me to this day the babysitter's husband is my hero and role model
There are times that I feel if my mom where to show up unannounced to my place that I'd be ready to trap her just like the babysitter's husband did to her because I have so much bitterness toward her anger
I just started back seeing a therapist on Monday to talk about my problems in my issues that I have with my mom
@jennysunrise8
Why do you like my post
@creativeStrings1531 i just think its great that you are writing about your feelings i hope it helps a little to write about these things
But I still have thoughts awful thoughts about wanting to trap my mom if she were to show up unannounced I would do everything that the babysitter's husband did to her probably and I don't think that I would care if I ended up in jail I don't feel like I have any regrets told my therapist is to my new therapist
I think it would be fun to stand against my front door blocking it on my mom saying to her dinky dinky you stinky doubt it out I'm not going to let you out I usually practice doing that standing against my front door just in case she shows up unannounced I'd be so ready to go through with trapping her I believe
Practicing gets so intense but it's so much fun I enjoy it I am dressed in a cheerleader's uniform a female cheerleaders uniform in a pink Victoria's secret jacket when I practice
Washing my cheerleaders uniform in my pink Victoria's secret jacket that I wear while practicing and I have planned to wear if I go through with trapping my mom if she shows up unannounced
Can't wait till my Victoria's secret pink jacket is all washed and dried and my cheerleaders uniform then I will put it on and be ready to practice standing against my front door and if my mom shows up and if my mom shows up unannounced I will be ready for her
My clothing to practice trapping my cheerleaders uniform and my Victoria's secret pink jacket are in the dryer almost ready to be put on I'm getting so excited to start practice again maybe my mom will show up unannounced
