Anyone else noticed this list of things? [Emotional and Mental Abusive Childhood]

Small List of Things I have noticed.

- The assumption of the worst when you hear a child crying and an adult yelling

- The mask with a mind of it own, where you basically play lip service when confronted with a person of power like a parent or a family member that that was adult while you were child. You say exactly what they want to hear or at least what you think you want them to.

- Having a Traumatic Radar TM so in tune that you essential file it without notice [until it goes wonky see point one]. This is a more recent thing I have actually expanded on, like I always knew I befriended fellow people that have dealt with Trauma more often than not but I have recently noticed it not just personal friends, it expands to Youtubers, Writers, Musicians, Artist, and Teachers even.

- That weird feeling of being a wild growth forest in some areas and the strange desert stunted growth in others.

- The 'Another Tuesday' feeling about everything, that is only is shaken when other react horrified.

- Alternatively, the re-surfacing of memories that blended together at the time to go through 'huh, I was actually affected by this particular event'.

Add more if you feel I missed something or maybe you want to clarify something.