Rekindling Old Relationships

I recently reconnected with a group of like minded people whom I was extremely close with for over 5 formative years. A decade after many of us drifted apart we were all back together. As if only moments had passed we embraced and the love we felt rushed back. I knew them post trauma but pre-diagnosis. I hadnt ever really been able to see how loved I really was at that time. I knew I felt connected to them but couldnt place it. Now Im longing for more. Feeling lonely and lost. Overwhelmed by the intensity of the emotions. The ease at which I instantly trusted these women again. So many memories flooding back. Positive and negative of a time of transformation of self and awareness of identity. Feeling unsteady.