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crimsonLime6525 June 4th, 2018

Today has been a really rough day, finally submitted my first thread on here and ended up having a full blown anxiety attack at the thought of what I had just done, even now after many hours I still have a tightness in my chest and pain in my shoulder.

Im really scared as I am about to face demons which have been locked away for a long time and I know it

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crimsonLime6525 OP June 21st, 2018

So I

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indigoBeing9907 June 21st, 2018

@crimsonLime6525

Im sitting with you and I can hear your frustration. It sounds like you understandably want things to get better. Your probably feeling absolutely exhausted from lack of sleep and that can amplify all of the other feelings as well and make everything just seem overwhelming.

I dont know much... but I know you dont deserve to be hurting , you never did deserve to be hurt and its so hard hoq bad situations can cause us turn on ourselves but you do deserve for things to get better ❤

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crimsonLime6525 OP June 21st, 2018

@indigoBeing9907

crimsonLime6525 OP June 21st, 2018

@indigoBeing9907 thank you for sitting with me......I

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crimsonLime6525 OP July 3rd, 2018

Do I not deserve a break????? The one constant thing I have which helps to keep me grounded is my job, something I have to get up, go out and do regardless of how I

crimsonLime6525 OP October 9th, 2018

When secrets are told the emotions overflow

pain, turmoil, afraid

everything so dark

hard to stay afloat

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crimsonLime6525 OP December 20th, 2018

Why does it have to hurt so much?

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crimsonLime6525 OP December 20th, 2018

Its hard to say the words.....to say what happened......what caused me to make a decision I hate myself for

my words dont matter, I dont matter, I deserve to this, I deserve to hurt

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crimsonLime6525 OP February 2nd, 2019

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