Getting Closer
Oh, my gosh. For a while, I've been trying to achieve things in relationships, but I'm an awkward jellybean. Anyway, I came here to fix that, and I thought it could work, but nothing has become of it yet. Yesterday though was something, I think. In my relationships, I find it hard to do things for people. I can't reciprocate what they are doing, and I can't take initiative. So, my boyfriend asked me some questions yesterday that I used to find hard to answer, and I finally answered them. He did a thing and then asked me to do the same. It wasn't anything major, but after I did it, I found doing things to be a lot easier than they used to be. I think I'm getting closer to being able to be in what society would define as a "normal" relationship.
@FangsInsanity wooohoooo fangs!!!!! way to go! 
and you know what is even better, you are able to see these steps for yourself. Sometimes progress or steps forward can often feel stagnent or as if we havent moved at all but sometimes we dont always appreciate things like this that all add up to the bigger picture and it sounds as if quite a shift too place between the two of you recently? How does that feel now reading back on what you wrote?
@Rain45 I feel like I finally accomplished something.
@FangsInsanity Celebrate each step and each truimph over adversity fangs