Everyone is dying.
2 years ago my mom died from cancer. 1 year ago both of my great grandparents died of cancer. 6 months ago my papa (grandfather) was diagnosed with cancer. Today my nana (grandmother) was diagnosed with cancer.
On top of all of that it's getting bad again. My pills apparently just aren't helping anymore. I can barely get out of bed. When I do get up it's hard for me to do anything. My 3 year old just comforted me because I was crying and told me to come sit on the couch and watch paw patrol with her.
I know that I need to get a handle on it, especially because I have her. But it's so hard when it feels like something bad is happening at every turn. That no matter how good I feel something will happen to crush any ounce of happiness that enters my brain.
@Rhaena
Sending you my deepest condolences 💐
It sounds like you have had an awful lot to deal with, and id imagine it must feel compounding all happening so close together and its understandable that would all have an effect on your health.
I wonder if you have been able to talk about your losses and how they have effected you.
You deserve lots of support for what your going through and I do hope you get that and im glad that you have been able to share some of what your dealing with here ❤