Don
It hurts. Its hard. I feel like I cant do this even though I know Im going to because theres really not any other choice in life. I dont want to remember anymore. And no wonder my brain was trying to protect me from what happened. I wish I didnt know. I wish I could just go back to forgetting. But I cant and I know I wont get better that way. And I really want to get better. But it so hard. I dont know what Im doing or how to do this. I feel alone and overwhelmed and who knows what else. I just wish… I wish it never happened and I wish I could get the stuff off my mind. Its really difficult. Any support/help would be greatly appreciated.
@pioneeringBanana1598
It must be so hard to consantly be fighting the spirits of memories. I never had a traumating experience like you must have had, so I can't relate, but I sympathize with you, and if I can help you in any way I'm here to listen, as well as so many other people on this site. Stay strong!
@pioneeringBanana1598
Its hard to forget but it will get better. Everytime you remember try to replace it with good ones. Trust me good ones are more and easy to remember than bad ones. scream if you can or write about it. Im sure it will fade away one day
Thats what Ive been telling myself all these years
My day to overcome is soon to come