Confusion within Hatred & Anger
Right now I'm conflicted and confused because I want to hate and get angry at people that have taken me for granted who I have loved and trusted, but for the life of me I don't know how to, it ends up comming back on myself without realising which in turn is destroying the good that I've done for the last 16 months, well it feels that I am destroying something, even if I may not. I have always battled this particular thought and emotion set for many years and am questioning if I learn how to or not.
I choose not to do anything but love because I have been through some very traumatic things I don't want anyone to experience and as a result the love I have especially for one who I haven't encountered yet and those that I know and have known is driving me past haterd and anger so they remain in happiness and uplifted, if not by my doing by something that is their happiness.
- Ink