Hi, I am Bunny!

Hey lovelies 💕
I'm Bunny, a group moderator for the Trauma Support community!
I host chats every Wednesday (currently its at 11pm est, my schedule is a bit wild xD) for teens with any dissociative disorder.
A little bit about me:
I am a 15 year old genderfluid (they/he/she/it) pronouns, who lives in Tennessee (southern us). I absolutely adore reading and writing and playing musical instruments. I play 4 (clarinet, piano, guitar, and trumpet!). I am homeschooled because i travel a lot.
I have ADHD, PSTD, Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, and I am the host of a Partial DID system. I am a sexual abuse, and mental abuse survivor.
Why am I a part of this team?
When i joined 7cups on the listener side (i have been here since June 2022 on my M) I knew i had to do something for fellow systems and dissociative disorders. I found the team, and asked @Audienta if maybe i could open it up for hosting on the teen side. and that's how Wednesday chats were born.
Other roles i have on 7cups:
I am a member of the safety patrol, a peer supporter, a newbie hub mod, a lgtbq mod, a listener room supporter. I love being on the forums and the chat rooms and taking personal chats.
I hope to continue hosting for this community and spreading the love.
take care, and never forget Bunny loves you 💕
-Bunny

@Bunnylovesyou
I am trying to heal my cptsd, but i have just hit a spot where i want to blame the people who gave me trauma, it is like i am tired of doing this work.
I seriously am just TIRED. I am working all alone on myself and doing chores for myself. I have no energy to do anything else, but i also need to find work. But there's the problem, when i go for interviews, a slight change in the interviewer's voice and my brain starts thinking the worst.
I am frustrated and so energyless. I just want this all to end.
I had to vent :-(

And, all this when I was very functional four years ago.
I guess I am also frustrated becos all of that functionality I am struggling to find again.
:-(((
Thanks Bunny
@Romona789789
its often a struggle and a road that isn't linear. you will have times where you are high functioning, as well as times where it is low functioning.
just know you arent alone

@Bunnylovesyou💗